suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
sultry
lost.
I love the feeling when I open my eyes with joys, Where my breath is running wild, Legs are shaking, body is quivering with stars above my eyes I love the feeling when you told me you love me, that I'm your pretty baby, your one and only But now …
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suicide
should've known from the start.
I'm going with the flow, if that's what should I do now
I don't know where I am, or what am I inside
Feel like I've found my path but took so many time to ask,
whether it's all belong to me or just a temporary
Life is tough some…
sultry
a crisis.
I don't know what to say about the marriage life. I sometimes get pain, but sometimes I feel happy too. It's so hard to decide if I'm regretting this phase of life, like every single day. I've been thinking to runaway, I just can&#…
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thriller
eyes can't lie.
Don't look at me when you're feeling sad
Because I don't wanna cause any more pain
They say just breathe and carry on,
Been there, got stuck, and now here I am
The truth is I don't want it to be like this
I'm sick and tired to …
suicide
the poet of a sad girl.
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Just gone from this bad, bad world
No sun shines too bright, even when it's in daylight
All I hear is sad songs, trying to escape
from this loneliness, this feeling that I can't tell
Sometimes I wish I'd take…
suspense
mistakenly a human
They tell you to never give up. Hold your head so high. Catch every moment you can. But I'm nothing like that, 'cause I'm not made for that But if they tell you to never give a damn, And ride your own way to the top, Where in fact you c…
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sultry
Love, fears, desire, and lust
Everything I touch, they'd die Even when I'm breathing, I feel like dying a bit inside I spent my days, my nights, Wondering and keep overthinking about some stuff And you're there, hangin' in there I wish I could just stop But I…
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thriller
it's me and it's not you.
Wish I may die for a second To see how's everyone will be doing without me Are they gonna be okay? Or, are they gonna be lost without me? Every night, every day, I've been asking God for the same thing I wish I'm dead, and now I'm living…
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suicide
moving phase.
It's been tiring for walking the same path again I guess it's just I miss you and I'm just too easy to come back again It's a feeling I should I avoid, I believe But it's been nice since knowing you're okay, at some other si…
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sultry
big brown eyes
I looked deep at your big brown eyes
It got me so wild
I wish I could have a chance to give you
...something you might need
Cause when I turn my lights off,
That's where I could see you there
Bringing me back to memories
It's all fun and g…
sultry
get real.
I'm giving myself time to enjoy things
No need to regret the things I've been doing
To me, my whole life is like a joke,
which in some part, I'm not laughing anymore
Cause no one's ever gonna catch me cry
My tears are just like the …
sultry
"in time we believe"
I'm hard to touch,
But no, if you know how
I lay down tonight, thinking about stuff
It flows right around the corner of my room
The laughs, the tears, it's all the memory I have
Left me in pieces, leave me breathless,
Leave me nothing but t…
thriller
drugs, drinks, and boys, and love.
I'm close to torn apart
Tonight, tomorrow, maybe forever
This night seems so scary to me
So windy that brings my memories back
and I'm not ready for it
But you have to know one thing
that I may have failed,
but I've loved you from the s…
thriller
oh, honeydew.
It's in the middle of the night and I just can't sleep Eyes are wide open, something must be wrong with me I don't know what to do as I couldn't turn my mind off of your words, your touch, let it burn in peace. If this time I got i…
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thriller
I'm the left.
I'm the left.
I've been hurt, I've been suffering from all these things
But you wouldn't even come to ask me why
It's 2 in the morning, the cloud is fading
Just like the love that once you gave, and now it's all nothing
I…
suspense
promises.
The first time we talked, I thought you're unreal
Promises, bridges built, nothing could go wrong
The next time I knew, you're the light of my darkness,
Cause you showed me what you're made of,
and I was falling to crumbles when I know
…
thriller
best if they don't know me.
They say, the happiest girl smilest the most
But I don't.
They tell, the saddest girl laughs harder,
And I do.
I'm not even sure who I am.
Or what I am.
Even when they keep telling you,
That I'm the best
But I'm not.
I just can'…
sultry
peach(es)
It's never too late to say what you want While you put your mouth on me, hands on my body Take off this dress softly, like we got something to love I know when you need me, but I can just leave you like that Even though I know I'm making you…
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why did I trust you?
Why did I trust you? I've been asking the same thing, once, twice, or maybe forever It's like you're my heaven, my hell I can't live like I used to, 'cause I'm under your spell I'm not gonna regret things about us, I…
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"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
