suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
short story
I'm only fucking 26!
I'm 26 and I should do better, I know Don't remind me to put back my smile after it's been gone too long You just know my name, not the whole story I have So, I just want to say if I'm.. I think I'm... I'm giving up for ever…
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suicide
should've known from the start.
I'm going with the flow, if that's what should I do now
I don't know where I am, or what am I inside
Feel like I've found my path but took so many time to ask,
whether it's all belong to me or just a temporary
Life is tough some…
thriller
a daughter for the new generation
I have blood in my lips, and yes, it's bleeding.
I have poison in my head, and yes, it's poisoning.
I have thorn in heart, and yes, it's hurting.
I have things that no other kids usually have, and yes, it's frustrating.
I'm a da…
story
new term, new happiness.
New term, new happiness.
Yes. I hope so.
So, in this Tuesday night, and as usual, I'm trying to write few things that I've been experiencing lately. I think everybody knows that NOW is our new term in collage. I got the holiday back in Ja…
sultry
a girl you won't forget.
Saw you from the corner of my eyes
You smiled at me, and all I feel was butterflies
You took me out one day, and I wasn't ready
Oh, should I pretend to be a little cat, if the truth is I'm a big, roaring lion?
I'm a girl who lives in he…
thriller
curhat malam senin.
Dear Blog,
Duh, gue gak bisa tidur. Biasanya sih gini hari udah sampe Arab atau keliling dunia di atas kasur, tapi malah mata terjaga.
Hh, ntah ada apa...
Kadang malam itu waktu yang bagus untuk berpikir. Atau mungkin, kita memang dipaksa untuk ber…
thriller
These Days...
This is the new me. The old one, SUCKS!
It's been three weeks since I'm back to collage, and I see that lot of things has changed. It's not only happened in the collage surroundings, but also to people around me. Some may get new friends…
story
Memories of 2013
SMA masa-masa menyenangkan? BETUL BANGET!!!
Sebetulnya gue niat ngepost tentang flashback ke jaman SMA ini sejak sabtu minggu kemarin. Jadi, malam minggu itu gue habiskan dengan buka folder foto-foto jaman SMA, dari gue masih kurus sampe sekaran…
thriller
The Other Side of Being Alienated
Hell is my life.
Akhir-akhir ini lagi banyak banget masalah yang datang. Mulai dari instagram yang di hack, temen yang entah kemana larinya, dan orang-orang disekitar gue sendiri. Awalnya gue gak mau ambil pusing dengan apa yang terjadi. Tapi se…
suicide
Read the Whole Story, you B!
Tepatnya tiga hari yang lalu, instagram gue di hack seseorang. Bukan hanya instagram, tapi juga hape gue. Si hacker ini tau betul secara detail tentang hape dan instagram gue. Dia tau password galeri, password instagram, dan juga tekniknya beres…
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suicide
Another 2 AM
It's 2 AM,
Singing all the melodies that's getting faded
I wish I could sing to you, the way my heart cry for you
But lately I haven't got any way to buy
Should I be here, or
Should I let go?
I would stand in the rain so strong
Head up…
thriller
The Queen Athena by Her Heart
Look at inside of this girl's eyes Full of mystery, locked up in misery All this things she's been asking, "Who me?" and it all gathered in lights Well don't you ever answer a thing No one ever knows what goes through her head…
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suspense
I'm no Me
"What a beautiful star, shining from above"
You told me, and I lose myself
I keep walking my sad-beautiful life
I don't try so hard to make the happy ending
All of this glamorous things, shiny things
They're all nothing when I go…
move on
Voca - aah - Tion
Here are the things that I'm afraid of while I'm having vocation later:
1. To be ignored by people.
2. To be forgotten by some people.
3. To be in confusion (again).
4. To be unwanted by people.
5. Lost in the middle.
6. To eat much and not…
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
