poetry
facade
There's something I really need to tell I've got no one to stand by me So I keep it inside, as always I might look careless and To be honest, I'm so tired of being careless
I look at myself, the clothes I wear It's all such a pity So …
sultry
your orbit
Just one glance, one step closer,
And suddenly I'm caught inside your orbit.I've been dressing up for nothing,
Waiting for a moment that never came,
Until your eyes found mine.You play your part so effortlessly,
Without hesitation,
Without a sing…
saying
The Girl on Cloud Seven
I won't write my ending
The way Sylvia Plath did.Though darkness often waits
At the edge of my thoughts,
Whispering of rest,
Of silence,
Of disappearing.I know God placed these burdens
Upon my shoulders for a reason.Still,
I've spent years
Fighting …
quotes
between rings and vows
It was eight o'clock,
And the night was still young.I waited nearly an hour,
Half asleep on a store bench,
Yet my heart was light enough
To mistake longing for destiny.I wore my very best
Just to be noticed by you.Back then,
Everything felt beautiful.…
poetry
the things we never lost
The iris by goo goo dolls is on repeat,For the moment that I can’t erase.
Whatever is on my mind, is something I still can't understand. I have him in my life, and life is easier. Maybe that's what makes it even scarier.
Then, this happens again.
…
saying
drive
Every night, it's just me and the ceiling
The city's still awake outside my window
And I've been wondering if you're sleeping
Or staring at the dark like I doEverybody says time keeps moving
But lately I've been standing still
Trying …
quotes
notice me
I still remember the first time we met,
Too young to speak of forever,
Yet somehow we painted futures in the air,
Like we were written in the stars—
When maybe we never were.Don't you know
I've always wanted you
To be my last?I can't explain i…
saying
missing you like crazy
Baby let me in again After those late nights we spent together Now I'm missing you, don't know what to do I'm starting to see the blind stars, curling up on my bed Trying to forget the things we've been through Is it supposed to end th…
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talks
if I were you
How come that I’m still into you After all this time chasing for a new catch Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close It’s just I can’t do that anymore I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts I’m sorry that I hurt you Hate me the way you want …
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story
her side of the story
Once upon a time There was a lonely girl wanting to feel loved Or just any kind of love she deserved So she tried to find her own way Gone through a desert, all nothing but the false hope So she came back home, claiming she’s loving herself
Then, she fou…
saying
a blind hope
I don't know what's going on inside your head Every time you remember my name Is it gonna echo some memories or just mourn Just like mine every time I picture you there It burns the hell out of me, set it ablaze
All the way leads me back to you T…
saying
a slow learner
I feel like I'm dressing in regrets The last dress you bought that you'd never see All the gifts were wrapped in black and blue The colors that you've ever shown me But now I try to burn it Even though you don't get to see it Yes, I'm…
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talks
loving you from afar
Now I heard you’ve lived somewhere, A place that I’ve never known Cold water and some dark nights, that’s all I could remember You’re gonna need some fresh air and wind to help you recover From what have been lost, at least after this whole year and m…
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saying
honesty
Why would I lie to myself when I can be honestFaking some smiles is a sick move And I’m tired of it All I need is you under me, or I on top of you Just to numb the pain away Beacuse you know me well And I know you too well
It’s like walking on a broken g…
poetry
ironically aeonic
I said I was your girl
I'd follow you around, hot and cold
When you want me down, I'll get down
So low, down, and gritty
I said I was your one and only
While you chose your own and left me with nothing
I said I was your lady
Devoted to you, no matt…
story
pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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saying
this isn't really over (for me)
I was reading all my thoughts and I got to think that it's been awhile since everything happened It was a year ago and months that's passed A lot of "what ifs" questions for this unreal situation Trying to be better everyday, that…
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sultry
sheets
I usually look for something to comfort me But babe, there’s nothing compare to the way I think about you Those ocean eyes and firm hands That makes me want to always stay and never let go Guess I’ve drowned myself to obssessed over you Even though you’…
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saying
mannerism
It's been raining hereI feel so cold, my feet turns cold I usually search for something to keep me warm Now that I lost it, I push away things that may get close to me I sabotage myself too much with the endless destructive manner Hoping to be dead …
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quotes
growing resentment.
I read my notes here “to the moon and back”, that’s what it said I opened it, hopefully not to shed another tears But in the end I realized that I was once so close to you, So motivated because of you You, who are a stranger to me now
I know I may promise…
