mistakenly a human

They tell you to never give up.

Hold your head so high.

Catch every moment you can.

But I'm nothing like that, 'cause I'm not made for that

But if they tell you to never give a damn,

And ride your own way to the top,

Where in fact you can't always see the top,

Even though you've drowned too deep,

Never get an A, always get your mind punched

Would you ever still be alive?

Just like they tell you to be alive?

I'm not a doll, I'm just a mistakenly a human

Keep wondering, and dreaming, and I'm used to that

Swimming in golds, sippin' the cigs too strong

Be with my lover till the end of the time

Keep dancing until the moon dies

It's all because I'm not a doll, I'm just a mistakenly a human

Now what?

What if I tell you I have a broken mind?

A mind that will haunt you,

Never-Ending chaos to go straight to your life?

Would you stand by me still?

Would you hold my hand still?

Or would you take a step and never look back? 

They tell you to be happy is the only key

Like they forget how to be unhappy all the time

And if I'm too tired to death, darling, I'm already dead

Bury all my sun-kissed dreams to hell

And burn them good bye.

And if dead isn't the only answer, 

I'm starting to feel bored to find one.

FFF

(Feb, 7 2019)