It's in the middle of the night and I just can't sleep
Eyes are wide open, something must be wrong with me
I don't know what to do as I couldn't turn my mind off
of your words, your touch, let it burn in peace.
If this time I got it right, then it'll be right
Oh, I think this one is another bridge I should burn to pieces.
Let me tell you one thing for sure,
that I'm sorry for being too naive.
I'm sorry for being too cold and complicated.
It's not about the body I didn't give in,
It's just myself that's been overthinking.
Honeydew, I'm sorry for everything.
I'm sorry that I couldn't give anything you wanted.
I did want it, I just couldn't do it.
I told you I wasn't ready for it,
but, why, why won't you just trust it?
Words, promises, are the most dangerous things of all.
With the fiery touch, the hidden desire of lust, after all.
And sometimes I just trust too much, I drown too deep
But now that I miss you and I don't know what to do,
Will you ever come back and say a thing or two?
Honeydew, I'm sorry for everything.
And now I'm breaking off my walls,
I don't think you wanna come and see me through.
I wanna let go, I wanna be set free, just like how I used to be.
But now that I'm regretting about every single thing I'd done,
I think it's clear that you'll leave me just like everyone.
And if I were you, I wouldn't choose me too.
I've been going crazy for days and week and even forever
...just to laugh about the pain.
Acting so good so I won't feel it.
But still, all I have is pain.
Cause you gave me the pain.
And I'll sing this song in the rain.
There are just many things lingerin' around my head,
and too bad, it's all about you.
Oh, honeydew, I'm sorry for being so naive.
Acting so good to show that I don't need you.
I'm sorry for being so complicated.
Acting so damn cold only to make you realize that I,
...I'm not the easy one, the kind of needy one.
FFF
(May 2 2018)
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