Sometimes I wish I was dead
Just gone from this bad, bad world
No sun shines too bright, even when it's in daylight
All I hear is sad songs, trying to escape
from this loneliness, this feeling that I can't tell
Sometimes I wish I'd taken it all back,
The promises, the vows, the ring, anything,
Just to have that life I wish I could have,
Have a drink with friends to forget about the pain
Today's have fun, and no days without having fun
But it's all raining, darling...
It's all raining and I hate the smell of it
Makes me wanna jump and disappear, only if I could
But I couldn't do it, 'cause it's just me...
Sometimes I feel stuck, and really wanna hug my Mom and Dad
Tell them about how my day's been doing,
I'll tell them, "everything's fine" with all my tears flowing
I can't tell them I'm unhappy,
I can't tell them I'm sad,
I cannot do it, 'cause it's just me.
They tell you that it ain't right to share what you feel
...in this world full of evil and shit
But I can't hold it no more, I'm so breakable
I can't stand strong, I'm so weak
It feels like I'm slowly dying every day,
All these cigars, and drink, and dream,
They've killed me like every day, every time
I can't take it no more.
Sometimes I just don't know what to do to hide what I feel,
Sometimes I just cry so hard without tears on my eyes,
Sometimes I feel like I'm no one,
Sometimes I feel like I'm clueless,
and somedays, I wish I was dead already
Blowing this gun straight to my head.
FFF
(Nov, 1 2019)
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