Love, fears, desire, and lust

Everything I touch, they'd die

Even when I'm breathing, I feel like dying a bit inside

I spent my days, my nights,

Wondering and keep overthinking about some stuff

And you're there, hangin' in there

I wish I could just stop

But I'm only a human and I can't do that

Day by day, time by time

I got myself trapped in this misery

Missing you is one of it

I hate to miss you like this

But I can't also fight the miles we share

I feel the glorious sense on my skin when you touch me

I could still remember it

How you got me on my knees, 

How you got me screaming so hard, holding the sheets so tight

Time and distance will eventually be passed,

I know that this will worth it

Even though it feels like I keep on waiting, overly waiting

Smiling through this pain,

Wearing your clothes till I get over this thing.

Love, fears, desire, and lust

We lingered up together, talking about the future

Don't you know that I love you so much it hurts...

With the distance we share...

And none of it will get better and better

Until you come and show me what you got

They say love is blind, and now I'm blinded by love

Can't do anything when you're far away

I let all my fears gone, I let myself drown too much

'Till I can't move on, and now I'm giving up

I'm sorry that I have this such complicated mind, reckless heart

All that I do, I do it for you

All that I say, I say it to stay true

You and I, we're just lost in time and distance

Holding up with promises that won't get clear 'till you make it real

FFF

(January 9 2019)