eyes can't lie.

Don't look at me when you're feeling sad

Because I don't wanna cause any more pain

They say just breathe and carry on, 

Been there, got stuck, and now here I am

The truth is I don't want it to be like this

I'm sick and tired to pretend like it's okay

I'm not okay, and you should know it

It's not a secret anymore that eyes can't lie.

Breathe me in, breathe me out

Look at me, look at my face now 

Aren't there too many answers you get?

Just before you ask me a question?

One, two, three, all these guns would shoot

Shoot straight to my heart, I'll be dead at 5.

Don't you know that I've been dying all this time?

You see me like I'm alive but not living

Really want to die, but can't give up that easy

Eyes can't lie and feelings are blind, 

I feel nothing at all after all this time.

They tell me to be happy, be in the moment

To love what you love, and do what you wanna do

It takes a lot of patience to be here

So many anger, disappointment, for real

Am I such a failure to you?

Can't stop pretending, my heart has been aching

Can't say anything to you, cause eyes can't lie

And that's for sure. 

F

(Nov, 28 2019)