It's been tiring for walking the same path again
I guess it's just I miss you and
I'm just too easy to come back again
It's a feeling I should I avoid, I believe
But it's been nice since knowing you're okay, at some other side
I've missed the days when you're mine
It gets pretty hard for me each time
Do you think it's been easy for me?
To let you go away without wanting you back for sure?
It's a moving phase, it's a fine line
I know that there's nothing left behind
For me to hold you back,
For you to want me back,
It's a moving phase and I'll finally give up
With this thing, with all of my feelings
Cause maybe they're right,
Nothing's ever, ever gonna last forever
I believe it's just one of those days
I just lingered on my bed, thinking about you and all of the stuff you said
"A delicate flower", you told me once
Now, that flower has died, along with the pain she has
I know it's such a hard feeling where I can't decide
between reality and dreams, and I'm always in between
Caught up in the memories I feel regret to have
But, wanting to get more is the worst feeling to share
All of my stars which once I believe in you
They're all gone without a second doubt
It's been a long gone for me to know
That I can't change you to be like the old you
The best days I had,
Now it turns to become lush, empty, and sad
Cause you started all of this fight
I told you to stand still, cause I can't lose you
You didn't even have your guts
You hand me the knife I wasn't hoping I'm gonna have one
And you cut down every memory we share,
Cause maybe it's true, that don't matter to you
It's a moving phase, it's a fine line
I was so wrong to believe that you're the one I'll have
I can't go back to the old, happy days, as what they say
Now I'm here, stuck in my feelings, and it gets worse every day
Just like nicotine, you're so addicting
Just like heroin, you made me feel amazing
But it's a moving phase, I'm gonna listen to myself anyway
Cause in the end, nothing could save me but myself
FFF
(September, 19 2018)
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