poetry
ironically aeonic
I said I was your girl
I'd follow you around, hot and cold
When you want me down, I'll get down
So low, down, and gritty
I said I was your one and only
While you chose your own and left me with nothing
I said I was your lady
Devoted to you, no matt…
story
pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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poems
remember when….?
Remember when you told me about your days? Remember when you told me about your favourite color? It’s violet, and it’s those little snacks that keeps you awake till night working on your papers Remember when you told me you’re so in love with me, tha…
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sultry
lost.
I love the feeling when I open my eyes with joys, Where my breath is running wild, Legs are shaking, body is quivering with stars above my eyes I love the feeling when you told me you love me, that I'm your pretty baby, your one and only But now …
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suicide
the poet of a sad girl.
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Just gone from this bad, bad world
No sun shines too bright, even when it's in daylight
All I hear is sad songs, trying to escape
from this loneliness, this feeling that I can't tell
Sometimes I wish I'd take…
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velvet and roses
People keep telling me to chase the dreams I have Some days, I go for it I believe in myself But no, I'm not that girl that highly standardized things I want I'm not Marilyn in her white dress, Smiling ravishingly through her pain, Enjoy everythin…
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sultry
big brown eyes
I looked deep at your big brown eyes
It got me so wild
I wish I could have a chance to give you
...something you might need
Cause when I turn my lights off,
That's where I could see you there
Bringing me back to memories
It's all fun and g…
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peach(es)
It's never too late to say what you want While you put your mouth on me, hands on my body Take off this dress softly, like we got something to love I know when you need me, but I can just leave you like that Even though I know I'm making you…
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thriller
complicated.
I'm on my knees, praying
I've been asking God for the same thing
My head's over heels, I'm flying
To the thoughts that I've never been
Get that cigarette, let the smoke clear my head
Ain't it disgusting to ever feeling so lo…
story
life and that's how we know it
Kemarin-kemarin ini gue sibuk banget ngurus skripsi. Entah bab 4 yang masih berantakan, entah bab 2 yang previous studiesnya harus diganti semua, atau entah bab 3 yang masih agak berantakan. Sejujurnya, kalau gue boleh cerita tentang perjalanan pan…
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serial killer
all good things are
Ain't no story is beautiful,
than the one we had
You were there with your best smile,
and I was weak to your touch
Ain't it good to be true?
Ain't it good to be remembered?
I was walking with my rotten feet
to remember about all the goo…
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and I hope it's forever
The fights It's been over and I hope it's forever Now I'm just gonna get back my life over, Turn back myself over, Be on my own, and it feels like forever No more sad songs, no more confusions, Just me, myself, and time, and I hope it&…
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sultry
the best in me
I count back to the days where it all started
How I wish I wouldn't meet you,
How I wish I could rewind the time,
just to avoid myself to fall for you.
But you were there, giving me all I need
I was happy back then, just before I lost my min…
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my beautiful mistakes, my beautiful sin.
Look at me now, I'm shouting but you can't hear a thing. I only want you to know how much you mean to me, and how much I mean to you. I'm letting go all of my past, I'm breaking down my own walls, and it's all because of…
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saying
I'm gonna laugh. Sarcastically.
I'm not gonna try to be a diamond in the rough,
But I'm sure I'm doing the right thing.
You know, Jessie J once said in one of her songs,
"When I nervous, I hate this thing that I talk too much. Sometimes I just can't shut …
thriller
a daughter for the new generation
I have blood in my lips, and yes, it's bleeding.
I have poison in my head, and yes, it's poisoning.
I have thorn in heart, and yes, it's hurting.
I have things that no other kids usually have, and yes, it's frustrating.
I'm a da…
story
new term, new happiness.
New term, new happiness.
Yes. I hope so.
So, in this Tuesday night, and as usual, I'm trying to write few things that I've been experiencing lately. I think everybody knows that NOW is our new term in collage. I got the holiday back in Ja…
thriller
I'm a fool, you're a doll
You're a doll, and I like it
You listen to what I say, and I bite it
You say you're in love with me, and I doubt it
You're so far away, and I don't like it
You wish I was there, be with you
Couldn't spend more time to keep wishi…
thriller
she's a mad, mad girl.
She's a mad, mad girl
Living in a world filled with dust of lies
Where everything seems gold, but it's all just a camouflage
She thought she was lost, but she's just now understand
About everything she got... and, what she needs to do
D…
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a girl you won't forget.
Saw you from the corner of my eyes
You smiled at me, and all I feel was butterflies
You took me out one day, and I wasn't ready
Oh, should I pretend to be a little cat, if the truth is I'm a big, roaring lion?
I'm a girl who lives in he…
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
