I'm hard to touch,
But no, if you know how
I lay down tonight, thinking about stuff
It flows right around the corner of my room
The laughs, the tears, it's all the memory I have
Left me in pieces, leave me breathless,
Leave me nothing but to acknowledging
About the whole thing you've done to me,
About the whole thing you've said to me.
They say I'm the easiest one, showing care to everyone
Smile too often, without thinking it's also gonna fade too
2 AM or 1 PM, nothing's really different
I trusted one man, but I can't assure
How this thing is gonna be,
Or how this thing is supposed to be
I'm just a little bit tired of this long-lasting hope
Where in fact, I'm actually thinking this's a false hope
If I let you to open my heart,
Build the bridges,
Never burn it down
Or else, I can just leave you like that
Empty, rotten, and that's all
If I let you to hold me strong,
Not by the promises, or empty words,
Never try to say it
'Cause words, promises, and soon they're gonna be memories
They'll break me apart
And force me to pull the trigger straight to my head
And if I'm going away,
I won't leave with the promises or empty hopes around my mindless mind
You're beautiful, magical, self-delusional
What else am I gonna say?
You said "in time we believe"
But there'll be no time to believe
If you fill me with all the illusive talks
I won't stay for long if you keep showing me your BIG ego,
Put me down like I'm this old-big dumb damsel in the street
I can't stay much longer if you keep making me feel safe under your fraudulent
'Cause If there's one thing in the world I would like to do,
I...
Would...
Do anything, everything,
To make you stay.
So stay true to me and I won't disappoint you
Keep hiding your senses, and I'll erase every drop, every piece of you.
FFF
(August, 7th 2018)
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