poetry
stay not to stay
I think I should think about it now It's getting way too much and out of control It's been a year and months for me to feel in grieve and cry with no reasons For the thoughts of getting over you, I'm getting over you now My heart's …
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story
sequence of events
I think about that January, 2023 When we first intensely talked
You got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I…
saying
the 5th month.
Late night conversations Different time zones
Feelings were wrapped up in red
When we're both in love wasn't a new thing
Everything seemed so easy
And I never planned on losing you
Then the talks were coming
In the middle of the night, you're …
saying
shameless.
What we started was a sudden magicThat people would call it as a tragic
When I was at my worst, loneliness was all I had Then you came along and said to me, you've been dreaming about me And you wanted me, craved for me As how I was thinking to esc…
sultry
hard to love.
it was always easy and nothing to figure out about when I knew you're in love with me nothing new for it, just this distance and time that must've fucked us up while I, keep on believing that you're the one for me no matter how illogical thin…
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sultry
those everlasting memories.
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they used to be my love, my hope, and now they're my everlasting memories.
One, we met at the school yard which turns out he was my classmate he was tall and good at sport he was my first, but happened to be only a joke when he left me for a girl I k…
suicide
should've known from the start.
I'm going with the flow, if that's what should I do now
I don't know where I am, or what am I inside
Feel like I've found my path but took so many time to ask,
whether it's all belong to me or just a temporary
Life is tough some…
sultry
ridin' and drivin'
This life is a wild ride
Imagine how I used to sleepin' on my mama's arm
Now I'm someone new, with newer vision, newer version
No bads or goods when it comes to me
I swallow what I want to, I breathe money as I wish I could do
I dreame…
story
sorry
I've dreamed a thousand ways to get through this love Thought it's gonna be such an happy ending as how I want it to be I don't wanna end this thing, but.. It's such a battle I should fight everyday Distance, time, we lost in transl…
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romance
my love is in the air
2 AM and my heart is beating Calling out his name, it's been echoing inside my head Hands over heart I'm wishing White dresses and all the scars are left I'm now born to be somebody new Head over heels I'm feeling so high I know w…
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sultry
experience X expectation
Beberapa minggu lalu gue ngepost dengan judul "Dreams".
Entah postingan itu isyarat tersembunyi dari teriakan hati gue, atau gue hanya ingin ngepost tentang "Dreams" yang menjadi nyata dan telah berakhir.
Gue. Gak. Tau.
…
thriller
I'm the left.
I'm the left.
I've been hurt, I've been suffering from all these things
But you wouldn't even come to ask me why
It's 2 in the morning, the cloud is fading
Just like the love that once you gave, and now it's all nothing
I…
thriller
you said you love my flower
Big conversation, big lies
Eyes are wide opened, as the good opening lines
I ain't gonna talk about us, or things about us
I just think that I should be ready to release everything, most importantly, it's all about us
Singin' the sad son…
story
life and that's how we know it
Kemarin-kemarin ini gue sibuk banget ngurus skripsi. Entah bab 4 yang masih berantakan, entah bab 2 yang previous studiesnya harus diganti semua, atau entah bab 3 yang masih agak berantakan. Sejujurnya, kalau gue boleh cerita tentang perjalanan pan…
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sultry
why did I trust you?
Why did I trust you? I've been asking the same thing, once, twice, or maybe forever It's like you're my heaven, my hell I can't live like I used to, 'cause I'm under your spell I'm not gonna regret things about us, I…
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sultry
just a girl
Just a little girl living in her fantasy
Drink in her hand, laughing with the strangers
Dressed up in glitters, with a little mascara on
Nothing to worry about, just before she lose it all
Wake up in his bed the next morning
Waiting for the kiss, …
thriller
what do I know?
I can't help myself from drowning to my own thoughts
Cigarettes, smoke, drink, pour it down
Isn't it crazy to think that we met in such unthinkable time?
and ended fast like we got no time?
Maybe I just can't deal the fact that I still …
thriller
aku hanya ingin kembali pulang.
Aku kembali pulang ke rumah, setelah sekian lama kaki ini berjalan dan menapak jalan yang berbatu dan juga tergenang air. Boleh air bersih, ataupun air kotor.
Aku, kembali pulang ke rumah, setelah melewati perjalanan yang dipenuhi oleh angin ribut m…
thriller
just me, wondering.
When you think he's finally the one, but suddenly he left, You think you lost yourself for awhile, but actually it's just your mind which got burned all over. Hand over heart you'll be praying, Hoping this's for the best, While a…
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sultry
I'm a Macbeth
People tell you to stop dreaming,
but you still do.
People tell you to stop chasing,
but you still do.
Even you can't deny it, you can't change it.
We see things based on what we have in mind.
All the judgment, statement, oh it's not an…
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
