talks
loving you from afar
Now I heard you’ve lived somewhere, A place that I’ve never known Cold water and some dark nights, that’s all I could remember You’re gonna need some fresh air and wind to help you recover From what have been lost, at least after this whole year and m…
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story
pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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saying
this isn't really over (for me)
I was reading all my thoughts and I got to think that it's been awhile since everything happened It was a year ago and months that's passed A lot of "what ifs" questions for this unreal situation Trying to be better everyday, that…
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quotes
growing resentment.
I read my notes here “to the moon and back”, that’s what it said I opened it, hopefully not to shed another tears But in the end I realized that I was once so close to you, So motivated because of you You, who are a stranger to me now
I know I may promise…
saying
clarity.
I bet now you're feeling just fine Back to your old games, playing with your mind so free After all these days you've been feeling so lonely Trying to find an escape, but you won't find some When you know what you gotta do, but still, you de…
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suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
move on
broken dandelions.
I saw this couple then I remember about usThe love, the passion, the desire felt so real I can't get you out of my head, no matter how hard I'm trying Some days I feel sad, some days I feel fine Some days I feel like I'm missing you, but so…
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poetry
the dispair.
You came in with your greatest touch The touch of my tired soul, my empty life I didn’t like the way you eased my pain, Because I was afraid of losing you When you already knew about the shits I’ve been through That’s when you decided to take another wa…
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saying
an open letter 4 u.
Hi. It’s an open letter for you and no one else Do you still remember me? Does something reminds you of me? I hope you do, the way I do to you The stars are shining above while the moon keep staring at me Hoping they do the same to you too
They say, why mu…
sultry
screaming in silence.
I read lots of theories about moving on and such I watched lots of videos about going no contact and such I distracted myself watching some good movies, reading books, cooking and such Still I couldn't forget about the things we've been through …
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sultry
hard to love.
it was always easy and nothing to figure out about when I knew you're in love with me nothing new for it, just this distance and time that must've fucked us up while I, keep on believing that you're the one for me no matter how illogical thin…
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sultry
runaway, love
I have this mad, wild thoughts about you that almost happens in every night when I'm lonely, crying without tears but the silence I'm picturing myself running away with you, so far away that maybe we could be a stranger in love
I'm so weak t…
sultry
lost.
I love the feeling when I open my eyes with joys, Where my breath is running wild, Legs are shaking, body is quivering with stars above my eyes I love the feeling when you told me you love me, that I'm your pretty baby, your one and only But now …
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sultry
wine.
I wanna drink wine with you Naked, just the two of us in this beautiful night I wanna know how you taste I wanna know how you kiss When the city's in rain, my heart in pain, it's gonna be so beautiful
You said you wanna know about me too Hesitantl…
saying
living imagination.
tonight I might be sitting on my dress, wondering what's going on between us it's been years since I knew you you've known me well, my bad, my good, my angelic side, my demonic side I just can't help myself thinking, is it worth the…
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suicide
should've known from the start.
I'm going with the flow, if that's what should I do now
I don't know where I am, or what am I inside
Feel like I've found my path but took so many time to ask,
whether it's all belong to me or just a temporary
Life is tough some…
sultry
ridin' and drivin'
This life is a wild ride
Imagine how I used to sleepin' on my mama's arm
Now I'm someone new, with newer vision, newer version
No bads or goods when it comes to me
I swallow what I want to, I breathe money as I wish I could do
I dreame…
thriller
eyes can't lie.
Don't look at me when you're feeling sad
Because I don't wanna cause any more pain
They say just breathe and carry on,
Been there, got stuck, and now here I am
The truth is I don't want it to be like this
I'm sick and tired to …
suicide
the poet of a sad girl.
Sometimes I wish I was dead
Just gone from this bad, bad world
No sun shines too bright, even when it's in daylight
All I hear is sad songs, trying to escape
from this loneliness, this feeling that I can't tell
Sometimes I wish I'd take…
sultry
that life.
I guess I could make the money fly,
I wish I could make the money fly.
I'm addicted to the beautiful life
A life that all these debutantes have
A life which isn't real, blurry in lines,
Never was a good one.
I guess I could have that life, …
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
