lost.

I love the feeling when I open my eyes with joys,

Where my breath is running wild,

Legs are shaking, body is quivering with stars above my eyes

I love the feeling when you told me you love me, 

   that I'm your pretty baby, your one and only

But now we lost it all, because you've lost it all

See the distance between us now

Seems like we're close but honestly, we're thousand miles away

It's not because I don't love you anymore,

I'm just tired of searching for something that keeps me alive

We used to own the whole scene, earth and sky

But now we lost it all

We used to kiss all day, all night, 

Now it's just not the same anymore

We used to paint the whole sky with colors, 

   now it's just all blue

And maybe that's because you've lost it all.

It's funny when you said you love me, body and soul

   and it seems like a lie

I used to believe in you, now I'm back believing no one

You turned the page, paint it blue

I got the blue feelings in me, I got the darkest color painted in my heart

I'm sick and tired of living this whole game with you

   because, maybe, you've lost it all

I don't know what's happening with us

It's like I don't know you anymore

We kiss but I don't feel the kiss

We love but I feel nothing, only the pain

It's a long way for me to say

You've lost it all

   or maybe, I lost it all.

FFF

Jan, 24th 2023