sultry
hotel room no. 503
Just one look and step closer I'm on your favorite nothing, Cz I've been dressing up for nothing Play it so good without any doubts Now I'm wondering, you and me together Kissing each other, probably like no other
I never wanna argue abo…
talks
if I were you
How come that I’m still into you After all this time chasing for a new catch Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close It’s just I can’t do that anymore I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts I’m sorry that I hurt you Hate me the way you want …
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talks
darkest fantasy
In this dark night and cold, cold air It’s been only your shadow to help me escape When I close my eyes and start to picture you there With your hands, our skins are touching Pin me down, hit me bad like you miss it Moans are in the air, as bodies are c…
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story
her side of the story
Once upon a time There was a lonely girl wanting to feel loved Or just any kind of love she deserved So she tried to find her own way Gone through a desert, all nothing but the false hope So she came back home, claiming she’s loving herself
Then, she fou…
saying
a blind hope
I don't know what's going on inside your head Every time you remember my name Is it gonna echo some memories or just mourn Just like mine every time I picture you there It burns the hell out of me, set it ablaze
All the way leads me back to you T…
saying
a slow learner
I feel like I'm dressing in regrets The last dress you bought that you'd never see All the gifts were wrapped in black and blue The colors that you've ever shown me But now I try to burn it Even though you don't get to see it Yes, I'm…
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talks
loving you from afar
Now I heard you’ve lived somewhere, A place that I’ve never known Cold water and some dark nights, that’s all I could remember You’re gonna need some fresh air and wind to help you recover From what have been lost, at least after this whole year and m…
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honesty
Why would I lie to myself when I can be honestFaking some smiles is a sick move And I’m tired of it All I need is you under me, or I on top of you Just to numb the pain away Beacuse you know me well And I know you too well
It’s like walking on a broken g…
poetry
ironically aeonic
I said I was your girl
I'd follow you around, hot and cold
When you want me down, I'll get down
So low, down, and gritty
I said I was your one and only
While you chose your own and left me with nothing
I said I was your lady
Devoted to you, no matt…
story
pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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saying
this isn't really over (for me)
I was reading all my thoughts and I got to think that it's been awhile since everything happened It was a year ago and months that's passed A lot of "what ifs" questions for this unreal situation Trying to be better everyday, that…
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poetry
stay not to stay
I think I should think about it now It's getting way too much and out of control It's been a year and months for me to feel in grieve and cry with no reasons For the thoughts of getting over you, I'm getting over you now My heart's …
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sultry
sheets
I usually look for something to comfort me But babe, there’s nothing compare to the way I think about you Those ocean eyes and firm hands That makes me want to always stay and never let go Guess I’ve drowned myself to obssessed over you Even though you’…
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poetry
the tragic "what ifs"
Hate that I can't sleep every 2 am Eyes are still wide awake, my head is spinning wild I know, you and me, we're a long gone but... I wonder if you still think of me The way I do to you
Then, what if we never be this selfish? Losing the game only …
saying
a naked flame.
A little dream about you would be alright Just to keep me sane for the day I saw you there, last night Blue jeans, blue eyes, blue is always something about you But I don't mind that, Mind me on top of you with the sounds I'm gonna make
Let t…
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mannerism
It's been raining hereI feel so cold, my feet turns cold I usually search for something to keep me warm Now that I lost it, I push away things that may get close to me I sabotage myself too much with the endless destructive manner Hoping to be dead …
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suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
story
sequence of events
I think about that January, 2023 When we first intensely talked
You got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I…
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
