I'm giving myself time to enjoy things
No need to regret the things I've been doing
To me, my whole life is like a joke,
which in some part, I'm not laughing anymore
Cause no one's ever gonna catch me cry
My tears are just like the stars above
Hurt to feel, beautiful to see, glowing to get faded
Ain't no one stopping me to do things I'm gonna do
Until I can't take more, and stab myself deep
With your actions and words, and rotten promises
You've undressed me, you've seen through me
I finally let myself buried in deep
of the thoughts of you, the idea of being with you
But you make me regret every single day
I finally awaken to the places I've never been
I'm so free now,
I'm so free, now
Even though I'm still waiting for your call
in a day or night,
I bet you wouldn't do the same, would you?
You can't tell how much I'm in love with you.
with my feelings, all my fucking feelings
I'm done with this, I'm standing up to give you the best sight
Applauding the way you left
I'm so highly anticipated for this thing to come
But never mind, you're not the only one to do this to me
Cause maybe I'm just a sucker for love
To me, it's all like a false sympathy
You came in, told me you love me
Then you're out, telling me to shut up
This is not the kind of love I wanted
This is something so wicked and cruel
So pack your bags, save those tears
I'm gonna let you go If you want me to
There's nothing as regret
I'm doing the best I could while you blew them off
I know maybe I've been fooled the whole time
But I don't like regretting, let this be the lesson I'm never gonna learn
And let me do it again and again, back to you again and again
Like an endless road, like a soulless oath.
I'm now set free,
I'm now burning bridges,
Ain't no one stopping me to do things I'm gonna do
You are just one in a million
And you would find me, search for someone like me
But you won't find me, you won't find someone like me.
FFF
(Sept, 03 2018)
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