sultry
hotel room no. 503
Just one look and step closer I'm on your favorite nothing, Cz I've been dressing up for nothing Play it so good without any doubts Now I'm wondering, you and me together Kissing each other, probably like no other
I never wanna argue abo…
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missing you like crazy
Baby let me in again After those late nights we spent together Now I'm missing you, don't know what to do I'm starting to see the blind stars, curling up on my bed Trying to forget the things we've been through Is it supposed to end th…
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if I were you
How come that I’m still into you After all this time chasing for a new catch Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close It’s just I can’t do that anymore I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts I’m sorry that I hurt you Hate me the way you want …
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darkest fantasy
In this dark night and cold, cold air It’s been only your shadow to help me escape When I close my eyes and start to picture you there With your hands, our skins are touching Pin me down, hit me bad like you miss it Moans are in the air, as bodies are c…
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a blind hope
I don't know what's going on inside your head Every time you remember my name Is it gonna echo some memories or just mourn Just like mine every time I picture you there It burns the hell out of me, set it ablaze
All the way leads me back to you T…
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a slow learner
I feel like I'm dressing in regrets The last dress you bought that you'd never see All the gifts were wrapped in black and blue The colors that you've ever shown me But now I try to burn it Even though you don't get to see it Yes, I'm…
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loving you from afar
Now I heard you’ve lived somewhere, A place that I’ve never known Cold water and some dark nights, that’s all I could remember You’re gonna need some fresh air and wind to help you recover From what have been lost, at least after this whole year and m…
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honesty
Why would I lie to myself when I can be honestFaking some smiles is a sick move And I’m tired of it All I need is you under me, or I on top of you Just to numb the pain away Beacuse you know me well And I know you too well
It’s like walking on a broken g…
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pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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this isn't really over (for me)
I was reading all my thoughts and I got to think that it's been awhile since everything happened It was a year ago and months that's passed A lot of "what ifs" questions for this unreal situation Trying to be better everyday, that…
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a naked flame.
A little dream about you would be alright Just to keep me sane for the day I saw you there, last night Blue jeans, blue eyes, blue is always something about you But I don't mind that, Mind me on top of you with the sounds I'm gonna make
Let t…
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mannerism
It's been raining hereI feel so cold, my feet turns cold I usually search for something to keep me warm Now that I lost it, I push away things that may get close to me I sabotage myself too much with the endless destructive manner Hoping to be dead …
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a little too much fantasies
You got the beautiful eyes with a crooked smile While I got the brown eyes with a clumsy side I've been dreaming about you ever since And what I like about you is a mysterious thing I never feel so bored until I got you hooked up inside my head But…
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clarity.
I bet now you're feeling just fine Back to your old games, playing with your mind so free After all these days you've been feeling so lonely Trying to find an escape, but you won't find some When you know what you gotta do, but still, you de…
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let's say, for the best?
It's a new year, welcome 2024 Last year was such "a year" for me Spent my whole days, months, and time to think about What we could've been, What we should've been, and the possibilities of what we would've been But it all just …
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sequence of events
I think about that January, 2023 When we first intensely talked
You got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I…
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the 5th month.
Late night conversations Different time zones
Feelings were wrapped up in red
When we're both in love wasn't a new thing
Everything seemed so easy
And I never planned on losing you
Then the talks were coming
In the middle of the night, you're …
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
