I'm the left.

I'm the left.

I've been hurt, I've been suffering from all these things

But you wouldn't even come to ask me why

It's 2 in the morning, the cloud is fading

Just like the love that once you gave, and now it's all nothing

I'm the left.

See from the side of my heart truthfully.

I know no one gives a fuck about it.

When there's nothing left unsaid,

That's when you know that I'll be going announced.

All that I remember is

When I walked to that door, you seemed surprised

   'cause I won't give it

You held my hands so tight, you made my mind going crazy

You've opened the shell inside of me, and now I'm crazy

But tell me, tell me why?

Why I'm supposed to be the one you left?

Tell me why.

Now I'm surrounded by all these guilty feelings,

the kind of unspoken words that's left unsaid

Promises are just promises until you made them clear

But now I see the sign, I see the loneliness is coming

Who are you to believe when you got nothing to hold?

and, who I am to believe to show you that I'm the only one for sure?

I'm the left.

I've been thinking, that maybe it's the best for me

To face the sun alone, maybe along with the moon in the night

and I won't go back to where I used to be, or what I used to be

'Cause I'm so used to being used and now I'm not sorry for that

So take your words back, 'cause that ain't gonna change me

Sooner or later you'd realize that you'll need me, 

But I won't be there, I'll be just gone away

FFF

(April, 30 2018)