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There's something I really need to tell 

I've got no one to stand by me 

So I keep it inside, as always 

I might look careless and 

To be honest, I'm so tired of being careless 

I look at myself, the clothes I wear

It's all such a pity 

So I cried

Why does this keep happening to me?

If I only I hadn't choose this life,

Am I gonna be more pathetic or the opposite?

Nobody knows 

I've missed the good old days 

Happy and sad at the same time 

Now it's such a different life 

Feels like I can't be with my own 

Everything takes time, and time heals, I know

But, 

How much longer must I wait to finally be free 

So I could take a deep, deep breath 

Looking and touching things I like

People might see how nice it is 

Picture perfect, as he painted it,

as he wanted it to be 

It's me, after all

Being present is a must, 

Being grateful is another 

I get stuck and not knowing where to go 

I feel stupid and there lies the consequences

In the end, I give up 

I give up the promises

I give up myself 

I give up my life to be something I wish I could fix 

There's nothing

I fear almost everything

I couldn't get out 

So I just have to breathe and lead this new wheels

Even though it's so painful just to think about 

At least, maybe I get stronger 

Because, 

being strong is the only choice I have 

FFF

July, 9th 2026