poetry
facade
There's something I really need to tell I've got no one to stand by me So I keep it inside, as always I might look careless and To be honest, I'm so tired of being careless
I look at myself, the clothes I wear It's all such a pity So …
saying
The Girl on Cloud Seven
I won't write my ending
The way Sylvia Plath did.Though darkness often waits
At the edge of my thoughts,
Whispering of rest,
Of silence,
Of disappearing.I know God placed these burdens
Upon my shoulders for a reason.Still,
I've spent years
Fighting …
quotes
between rings and vows
It was eight o'clock,
And the night was still young.I waited nearly an hour,
Half asleep on a store bench,
Yet my heart was light enough
To mistake longing for destiny.I wore my very best
Just to be noticed by you.Back then,
Everything felt beautiful.…
poetry
the things we never lost
The iris by goo goo dolls is on repeat,For the moment that I can’t erase.
Whatever is on my mind, is something I still can't understand. I have him in my life, and life is easier. Maybe that's what makes it even scarier.
Then, this happens again.
…
saying
drive
Every night, it's just me and the ceiling
The city's still awake outside my window
And I've been wondering if you're sleeping
Or staring at the dark like I doEverybody says time keeps moving
But lately I've been standing still
Trying …
quotes
notice me
I still remember the first time we met,
Too young to speak of forever,
Yet somehow we painted futures in the air,
Like we were written in the stars—
When maybe we never were.Don't you know
I've always wanted you
To be my last?I can't explain i…
poetry
stay not to stay
I think I should think about it now It's getting way too much and out of control It's been a year and months for me to feel in grieve and cry with no reasons For the thoughts of getting over you, I'm getting over you now My heart's …
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move on
broken dandelions.
I saw this couple then I remember about usThe love, the passion, the desire felt so real I can't get you out of my head, no matter how hard I'm trying Some days I feel sad, some days I feel fine Some days I feel like I'm missing you, but so…
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saying
the 5th month.
Late night conversations Different time zones
Feelings were wrapped up in red
When we're both in love wasn't a new thing
Everything seemed so easy
And I never planned on losing you
Then the talks were coming
In the middle of the night, you're …
saying
shameless.
What we started was a sudden magicThat people would call it as a tragic
When I was at my worst, loneliness was all I had Then you came along and said to me, you've been dreaming about me And you wanted me, craved for me As how I was thinking to esc…
saying
taints in the dress you gave.
Loving you was like a love song that has no right to end I enjoyed everything, every way, every moves you made Just for a while you made me feel so great Because what we had was great Long texts were showed, a goodbye kiss before we went to sleep Just a …
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poems
remember when….?
Remember when you told me about your days? Remember when you told me about your favourite color? It’s violet, and it’s those little snacks that keeps you awake till night working on your papers Remember when you told me you’re so in love with me, tha…
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sultry
screaming in silence.
I read lots of theories about moving on and such I watched lots of videos about going no contact and such I distracted myself watching some good movies, reading books, cooking and such Still I couldn't forget about the things we've been through …
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saying
a lost hope.
Sadness and loneliness are coming ahead As you said it's over, like it was nothing at all You painted the whole sky red, strawberry skies You gave me your words, that you wanna be mine and I'll be yours, forever I trusted them all, guess I was j…
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sultry
purest intentions.
guess I know why you'd always pull me close, even closer, wherever you lost your mind tell me to not go, beg me to stay you only need me when you want my body, without the soul you only need me when you wanna get higher, higher than ever
do you think…
sultry
hard to love.
it was always easy and nothing to figure out about when I knew you're in love with me nothing new for it, just this distance and time that must've fucked us up while I, keep on believing that you're the one for me no matter how illogical thin…
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sultry
runaway, love
I have this mad, wild thoughts about you that almost happens in every night when I'm lonely, crying without tears but the silence I'm picturing myself running away with you, so far away that maybe we could be a stranger in love
I'm so weak t…
sultry
lost.
I love the feeling when I open my eyes with joys, Where my breath is running wild, Legs are shaking, body is quivering with stars above my eyes I love the feeling when you told me you love me, that I'm your pretty baby, your one and only But now …
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saying
living imagination.
tonight I might be sitting on my dress, wondering what's going on between us it's been years since I knew you you've known me well, my bad, my good, my angelic side, my demonic side I just can't help myself thinking, is it worth the…
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romance
in another life.
Laying down in bed, I fantasized you Lay here, with me, just the two of us There's been a lot that's going on with me, and I believe that happens to you too We haven't been spoken for the last three years and I missed you, and I could…
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"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
