Just one look and step closer I'm on your favorite nothing, Cz I've been dressing up for nothing Play it so good without any doubts Now I'm wondering, you and me together Kissing each other, probably like no other
I never wanna argue abo…
Baby let me in again After those late nights we spent together Now I'm missing you, don't know what to do I'm starting to see the blind stars, curling up on my bed Trying to forget the things we've been through Is it supposed to end th…
Continue ReadingHow come that I’m still into you After all this time chasing for a new catch Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close It’s just I can’t do that anymore I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts I’m sorry that I hurt you Hate me the way you want …
Continue ReadingIn this dark night and cold, cold air It’s been only your shadow to help me escape When I close my eyes and start to picture you there With your hands, our skins are touching Pin me down, hit me bad like you miss it Moans are in the air, as bodies are c…
Continue ReadingOnce upon a time There was a lonely girl wanting to feel loved Or just any kind of love she deserved So she tried to find her own way Gone through a desert, all nothing but the false hope So she came back home, claiming she’s loving herself
Then, she fou…
I don't know what's going on inside your head Every time you remember my name Is it gonna echo some memories or just mourn Just like mine every time I picture you there It burns the hell out of me, set it ablaze
All the way leads me back to you T…
I feel like I'm dressing in regrets The last dress you bought that you'd never see All the gifts were wrapped in black and blue The colors that you've ever shown me But now I try to burn it Even though you don't get to see it Yes, I'm…
Continue ReadingNow I heard you’ve lived somewhere, A place that I’ve never known Cold water and some dark nights, that’s all I could remember You’re gonna need some fresh air and wind to help you recover From what have been lost, at least after this whole year and m…
Continue ReadingWhy would I lie to myself when I can be honestFaking some smiles is a sick move And I’m tired of it All I need is you under me, or I on top of you Just to numb the pain away Beacuse you know me well And I know you too well
It’s like walking on a broken g…
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
Continue ReadingI read my notes here “to the moon and back”, that’s what it said I opened it, hopefully not to shed another tears But in the end I realized that I was once so close to you, So motivated because of you You, who are a stranger to me now
I know I may promise…
It's a new year, welcome 2024 Last year was such "a year" for me Spent my whole days, months, and time to think about What we could've been, What we should've been, and the possibilities of what we would've been But it all just …
Continue ReadingI think about that January, 2023 When we first intensely talked
You got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I…
I've never felt this bored in my entire life Found a runaway, fell in love with him when I shouldn't I don't even know who am I anymore Don't know if I keep pretending to make everything seems ok I know that may hurt me, But this is the …
Continue ReadingI read lots of theories about moving on and such I watched lots of videos about going no contact and such I distracted myself watching some good movies, reading books, cooking and such Still I couldn't forget about the things we've been through …
Continue ReadingSadness and loneliness are coming ahead As you said it's over, like it was nothing at all You painted the whole sky red, strawberry skies You gave me your words, that you wanna be mine and I'll be yours, forever I trusted them all, guess I was j…
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