promises.

The first time we talked, I thought you're unreal

Promises, bridges built, nothing could go wrong

The next time I knew, you're the light of my darkness,

Cause you showed me what you're made of,

and I was falling to crumbles when I know

I told you I wasn't ready for it

Why don't you buy it?

I told you if I'm not made like that,

Why don't you trust me?

Promises.

That's what's left, why it's so unfair?

Keep breathing, pretending to be alive

That's what I do, why it's so hard to stop?

Cause darling, let me tell you one thing,

I won't let myself drown for you, for love,

for everything that might come off 

like dust in the wind.

I know I'm hard to touch

I know I got that black senses, the kind of hard to trust

I've fallen for the wrong things too often, die too often.

Sweet talks, "be with me and I'll be yours"

Too dumb that I trust them

Bridges burn, I'll never learn, and that's so bad.

People may say that I'm the craziest

Doing the things they like, sippin' the thing they have

People may say that I'm the creepiest

   for lying in the hands of strangers, the kind of best feelings for sure

They say that I've been going insane for some days,

but I won't listen to them, why would I judge them?

Promises.

That's what keeps you frustrated, cause you believe it

Life shouldn't be filled with one, cause you might die every time

Promises.

That's what keeps your vision blurry, there's nothing to hide.

Promises.

They might be deadly hurtful, unless you tear it down

Guarding yourself with the highest walls, 

   so nothing could break them apart, when you fall down. 

FFF

(April, 27 2018)