thriller
it's me and it's not you.
Wish I may die for a second To see how's everyone will be doing without me Are they gonna be okay? Or, are they gonna be lost without me? Every night, every day, I've been asking God for the same thing I wish I'm dead, and now I'm living…
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velvet and roses
People keep telling me to chase the dreams I have Some days, I go for it I believe in myself But no, I'm not that girl that highly standardized things I want I'm not Marilyn in her white dress, Smiling ravishingly through her pain, Enjoy everythin…
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we got nothing but the time.
Saw you from the corner of my eye
Smiling at me, grunting about something
I vibed, you vibed
We're both nothing 'till we fell down to pieces
Late night, deep conversation
Games were played so right,
Your cheeks were turning red.
Told you to…
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back to you.
I'm wide awake at 2 am
Trying hard to sleep but I can't
I guess it's just that I miss you, or
Maybe in some other parts, I know I just lost you
I told you I'm getting tired of walking the same path again
It just doesn't make sen…
suicide
moving phase.
It's been tiring for walking the same path again I guess it's just I miss you and I'm just too easy to come back again It's a feeling I should I avoid, I believe But it's been nice since knowing you're okay, at some other si…
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big brown eyes
I looked deep at your big brown eyes
It got me so wild
I wish I could have a chance to give you
...something you might need
Cause when I turn my lights off,
That's where I could see you there
Bringing me back to memories
It's all fun and g…
suspense
mirrors on the wall.
Red dress with red lips
Hair is curled up with eyes gleam mean
I have nothing to worry about when I'm with them
Getting high at the top place you couldn't imagine
Just to forget about the pain
It's an endless night to have a wild ride o…
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rest in piece.
It's time to let go but I don't want to Been waiting for your call, all day all night It's a hard time for me to accept the fact that We're not like what we used to be Even though I'm still pretending that we are just like what …
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a fool for you.
If people keep telling me that I have a sweet heart,
Why would I be lonely?
I can laugh the way they want me to
But when I'm in the night, surrounded by all this empty sheet,
I don't even have any clue
Is it my fault, after all?
Is it my se…
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get real.
I'm giving myself time to enjoy things
No need to regret the things I've been doing
To me, my whole life is like a joke,
which in some part, I'm not laughing anymore
Cause no one's ever gonna catch me cry
My tears are just like the …
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"in time we believe"
I'm hard to touch,
But no, if you know how
I lay down tonight, thinking about stuff
It flows right around the corner of my room
The laughs, the tears, it's all the memory I have
Left me in pieces, leave me breathless,
Leave me nothing but t…
thriller
drugs, drinks, and boys, and love.
I'm close to torn apart
Tonight, tomorrow, maybe forever
This night seems so scary to me
So windy that brings my memories back
and I'm not ready for it
But you have to know one thing
that I may have failed,
but I've loved you from the s…
romance
my love is in the air
2 AM and my heart is beating Calling out his name, it's been echoing inside my head Hands over heart I'm wishing White dresses and all the scars are left I'm now born to be somebody new Head over heels I'm feeling so high I know w…
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experience X expectation
Beberapa minggu lalu gue ngepost dengan judul "Dreams".
Entah postingan itu isyarat tersembunyi dari teriakan hati gue, atau gue hanya ingin ngepost tentang "Dreams" yang menjadi nyata dan telah berakhir.
Gue. Gak. Tau.
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sultry
dreams.
I believe in dreams.
Since I was young, I've always been a dreamer. I dreamed of being a doctor, a successful career woman, or just... someone who enjoys their lives. I've been always dreaming about the things which are partly dangerous, like…
thriller
oh, honeydew.
It's in the middle of the night and I just can't sleep Eyes are wide open, something must be wrong with me I don't know what to do as I couldn't turn my mind off of your words, your touch, let it burn in peace. If this time I got i…
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thriller
I'm the left.
I'm the left.
I've been hurt, I've been suffering from all these things
But you wouldn't even come to ask me why
It's 2 in the morning, the cloud is fading
Just like the love that once you gave, and now it's all nothing
I…
suspense
promises.
The first time we talked, I thought you're unreal
Promises, bridges built, nothing could go wrong
The next time I knew, you're the light of my darkness,
Cause you showed me what you're made of,
and I was falling to crumbles when I know
…
saying
rain.
Rain.
They say don't be afraid or the rain.
That might come off touching your brain.
That might make you cry and wondering why.
But I have my own guts,
to make it clear and clean, somehow.
It's such a shame to believe
That you're ma…
thriller
you said you love my flower
Big conversation, big lies
Eyes are wide opened, as the good opening lines
I ain't gonna talk about us, or things about us
I just think that I should be ready to release everything, most importantly, it's all about us
Singin' the sad son…
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god bless
Take me as I am, don't leave me now
Only you who can save me tonight
I'll be drowning in tears, gun shoots on three
Only you who can serve me tonight
Even when the sky's grey, even when the butterflies dead
I'll be standing here, dr…
thriller
best if they don't know me.
They say, the happiest girl smilest the most
But I don't.
They tell, the saddest girl laughs harder,
And I do.
I'm not even sure who I am.
Or what I am.
Even when they keep telling you,
That I'm the best
But I'm not.
I just can'…
sultry
peach(es)
It's never too late to say what you want While you put your mouth on me, hands on my body Take off this dress softly, like we got something to love I know when you need me, but I can just leave you like that Even though I know I'm making you…
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complicated.
I'm on my knees, praying
I've been asking God for the same thing
My head's over heels, I'm flying
To the thoughts that I've never been
Get that cigarette, let the smoke clear my head
Ain't it disgusting to ever feeling so lo…
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life and that's how we know it
Kemarin-kemarin ini gue sibuk banget ngurus skripsi. Entah bab 4 yang masih berantakan, entah bab 2 yang previous studiesnya harus diganti semua, atau entah bab 3 yang masih agak berantakan. Sejujurnya, kalau gue boleh cerita tentang perjalanan pan…
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"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
