a fool for you.


If people keep telling me that I have a sweet heart,
Why would I be lonely?
I can laugh the way they want me to
But when I'm in the night, surrounded by all this empty sheet,
I don't even have any clue

Is it my fault, after all?
Is it my selfishness, after all?
And if I say that I love you,
Would you be mine even just for one night?

Memories, let it burn in pieces
I'm such a masterpiece when it comes to love
Eyes are so big to see all the secret
Mouths are never dry to do all the beautiful sin
And all of myself has been traded for love

Unfair,
I know it's so unfair
When finally I know you and treat you the way you want me to
It's funny that all it's never enough
To me you're just a good, good liar
Ask me if I love you
Told you I love you
And we're gonna go round and round to play this stupid game
Ask you if I'm the finest
You told me you're never gonna find somebody like me

Why can't we go back to the old, best days?
You were mine, I was yours
Make love to me every night like you mean it
Bringin' me to my knees
Hold the sheet so tight like we're seeing the fantasy
I guess it's all over now
No such old, best days
Yes to the gloomy, black days 

If people keep telling me I have this beautiful heart
Would they even think that I might be lonely too?
Get myself lingered in bed, thinking 'bout you
All these endless nightmares, the bittersweetness of love
So I take my time to stop, to be with my own
Cause in the end, everybody left
You left,
It's only me and myself
And I'm gonna make the best of it

So don't you worry about a thing
Cause I'll be fine eventually
Even though it may take longer for me
To stand still and finally open my heart 
for the new things to come

FFF
(Sept, 6 2018)

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