Told you this was only for fun
Not so much with that feeling,
Feeling the thrill every time we're talking
Some days I realized I was better when we're friends
In the end, it's that words you said to me
That makes me missing you like hell,
But there's nothing we can do about it, right?
Its the butterfly effect, with a clear attack
Pull out one string, we might ended differently
Could be I'm right here, you're there,
Holding in each other, let the fantasies unwind
We done this or that, what if we never chose that?
Tell myself, this is the best I can do
Still trying to build more bridges when I don't have to
I hate you and your silences too
And if the reason is only a lesson
Now I feel pretty good about it too
With clearer vision without any anticipation
I got myself trapped all over again
It's funny that we're worlds apart but
I saw you again in my dream
You're touching me and say to not to let go
Let this feeling sinkin', under our skin
Hands are bleeding to ever stand still
But my heart wants what it wants
And it wants you somehow,
Someone that I thought I could let go that simply
Cause after all these time,
Days and weeks, months to years
It's been the third year, I'm still questioning myself
Some questions like, do you miss me?
Or, did you ever have thought about me?
I wish you're my destiny, my red-sting theory
My far away-longing love
No matter how lost it is now,
I just hope we could paint the whole new sky
So endless and limitless,
As how I feel about you, inside my heart
FFF
April, 10th 2025
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