back to you.

I'm wide awake at 2 am

Trying hard to sleep but I can't

I guess it's just that I miss you, or

Maybe in some other parts, I know I just lost you

I told you I'm getting tired of walking the same path again

It just doesn't make sense if

We're built up and crumbled down to pieces, again and again

All my life has never been this insecure before,

I guess I'm just missing the old part of me this whole time

I'm telling the moon, I'm telling the stars above

Cause I have no one to tell about this fucked up feelings

I'm stoned, I smoked, then I get screwed

Over and over again

Just to accept the fact that we're in a different phase now, 

   trying to live in a different place, now.

After all this time, you've been the only one I wanted to

Now, all my way leads me back to you

Listen to me cuz I won't say this twice

I'm sorry for the way I've been acting lately

I know I've been acting crazy, lately

Fighting like a little kid while dressing up like some bitches

I guess you just have no idea of who I am

The one that gives you all the blurry sights to walk in

I'm sorry for what I've said to you

I think it's just that I loved you so much, 

I might be scared to lose you

and I lost you.

I'm asking the moon, I'm asking the stars above

About the one I've been thinking about lately

Are you gonna be the one for me?

Are you gonna stay the same as what you used to be?

'Cause after all this time, you've been the only one I need

Now, all my way leads me back to you

So take my hands, follow my lead

Be my king and I'll be your queen

Undress me, see through right at me

Maybe I may have failed,

But I have loved you from the start

And no point to fight, no point to screw things up

It's only you and me,

Like Adam and Eve,

Now and forever,

'Cause after all this time, you're the only one I have loved

and now, all my way leads me back to you,

And you're back to me.

FFF

(Sept, 25 2018)