complicated.

I'm on my knees, praying

I've been asking God for the same thing

My head's over heels, I'm flying

To the thoughts that I've never been

Get that cigarette, let the smoke clear my head

Ain't it disgusting to ever feeling so lonely?

Now put that mascara and the lipstick on

   with the heels I'm walking, I can't even think

Cause you got everything I need

White shirts with your brown eyes smiling

I ain't gonna say that I regret it,

Blame it on my traumatic, an automatic kind of feelings...

You put your words on me, 

Trying to figure out whats wrong with me.

For some days I felt better, no loneliness was comin' ahead

But now that we're thousands of miles away

And maybe you've gotten away, 

With the one you've been loving

Cause you're not the one I've been expecting

I know it's been complicated between you and me

And I'm sorry to ruin what we're having

'Till you can't see the clear sign I've been showing

But don't you ever feel worried

For the unsaid things I might havin'

It's now only a blank paper, an unknown place I've been standing

and I'm sorry for everything I've been causing.

FFF

(March, 14 2018)