you said you love my flower

Big conversation, big lies

Eyes are wide opened, as the good opening lines

I ain't gonna talk about us, or things about us

I just think that I should be ready to release everything,

   most importantly, it's all about us

Singin' the sad songs from the top of my lungs

I know they're all a good anthem, to be sang in my Anaheim

It's a miserable feeling, I know

Just like before you take all your drugs and love

   and leave me faster like clouds of dust in the wind

Haven't I told you I've been hurt once, twice, or maybe forever?

Haven't you realized that you're the one I've been hoping for?

Why don't you realize that?

Then, what about us?

What about all the glamorous things, all the good things you said?

   'cause I've been wondering about things that may go wrong between us.

Flowers, you said you love my flowers

One and only, in a day or night

I'm so ready for everything it takes,

   just before you left me dry in the rough rain

Peaches, you said you love my peaches

One and only, from dusk 'till dawn 

   just before you lose it all, like leaves in the fall

For some time I have no worries at all

As they say that Karma would come around

But I'm not a Saint, I'm not a good frail, after all

   just a damsel in her dress and flowers

Hoping for the best that may have not come yet

Wishing everything would come eventually

For most of her night, she's been singin' painful melodies

Covered in beautiful symphonies.

FFF

(April, 8 2018)