poetry
stay not to stay
I think I should think about it now It's getting way too much and out of control It's been a year and months for me to feel in grieve and cry with no reasons For the thoughts of getting over you, I'm getting over you now My heart's …
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suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
saying
the 5th month.
Late night conversations Different time zones
Feelings were wrapped up in red
When we're both in love wasn't a new thing
Everything seemed so easy
And I never planned on losing you
Then the talks were coming
In the middle of the night, you're …
saying
shameless.
What we started was a sudden magicThat people would call it as a tragic
When I was at my worst, loneliness was all I had Then you came along and said to me, you've been dreaming about me And you wanted me, craved for me As how I was thinking to esc…
short story
I'm only fucking 26!
I'm 26 and I should do better, I know Don't remind me to put back my smile after it's been gone too long You just know my name, not the whole story I have So, I just want to say if I'm.. I think I'm... I'm giving up for ever…
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suicide
should've known from the start.
I'm going with the flow, if that's what should I do now
I don't know where I am, or what am I inside
Feel like I've found my path but took so many time to ask,
whether it's all belong to me or just a temporary
Life is tough some…
thriller
eyes can't lie.
Don't look at me when you're feeling sad
Because I don't wanna cause any more pain
They say just breathe and carry on,
Been there, got stuck, and now here I am
The truth is I don't want it to be like this
I'm sick and tired to …
sultry
Marilyn's Mind.
I heard you're crying in the middle of the night Just to remember how it used to be The feelings we had, the love we shared But I'm not that girl like I used to be Now I've been awakened and see the real you .. who's someone I'd …
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story
sorry
I've dreamed a thousand ways to get through this love Thought it's gonna be such an happy ending as how I want it to be I don't wanna end this thing, but.. It's such a battle I should fight everyday Distance, time, we lost in transl…
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thriller
it's me and it's not you.
Wish I may die for a second To see how's everyone will be doing without me Are they gonna be okay? Or, are they gonna be lost without me? Every night, every day, I've been asking God for the same thing I wish I'm dead, and now I'm living…
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thriller
best if they don't know me.
They say, the happiest girl smilest the most
But I don't.
They tell, the saddest girl laughs harder,
And I do.
I'm not even sure who I am.
Or what I am.
Even when they keep telling you,
That I'm the best
But I'm not.
I just can'…
thriller
complicated.
I'm on my knees, praying
I've been asking God for the same thing
My head's over heels, I'm flying
To the thoughts that I've never been
Get that cigarette, let the smoke clear my head
Ain't it disgusting to ever feeling so lo…
thriller
ironic.
If only I could turn back time, I'd do it If only I could back just to change everything, I'd do it I know, I've been too suck for a lover, yeah I know it Even some days I might wanting the things I can't have, But deep inside, I kn…
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thriller
aku hanya ingin kembali pulang.
Aku kembali pulang ke rumah, setelah sekian lama kaki ini berjalan dan menapak jalan yang berbatu dan juga tergenang air. Boleh air bersih, ataupun air kotor.
Aku, kembali pulang ke rumah, setelah melewati perjalanan yang dipenuhi oleh angin ribut m…
sultry
I'm a Macbeth
People tell you to stop dreaming,
but you still do.
People tell you to stop chasing,
but you still do.
Even you can't deny it, you can't change it.
We see things based on what we have in mind.
All the judgment, statement, oh it's not an…
thriller
who am I to judge?
They tell you, they keep telling you
that damage people are dangerous
They can make hell feel like home,
and I hope it ain't me
but I seem to be...
But damaged people are nice,
Like flowers in bushes,
They keep blooming even it's not the…
thriller
true colors.
I'm telling you, I'm telling you that I'm just fine Turn the music on, got my heels on, dance with the tears flowing I'm gonna laugh hard, as hard as I'm struggling for life Lady in day, witch in most of my night Now can you tel…
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saying
I'm gonna laugh. Sarcastically.
I'm not gonna try to be a diamond in the rough,
But I'm sure I'm doing the right thing.
You know, Jessie J once said in one of her songs,
"When I nervous, I hate this thing that I talk too much. Sometimes I just can't shut …
suspense
selfishness.
I've been trying to be the best I can, but nothing's never good enough. Then now I stop, I'm trying to open my eyes again. From the same 'ol mistakes, same 'ol lame shit. I feel free now. Even though I don't know, Is this th…
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thriller
I'm like a naked flame, baby..
This is about you and me
Here, in this king-sized bed, 2 AM, just you and me
Hands to hands we're holding,
Eyes to eyes they keep locking,
This is about you and me
Nothing could stop this, nothing compare to this
So can I ask you a question?
Th…
