I think I should think about it now
It's getting way too much and out of control
It's been a year and months for me
to feel in grieve and cry with no reasons
For the thoughts of getting over you,
I'm getting over you now
My heart's finally home and you're just a long gone
Then I started to remember about
All those things you said to me
Said you'd never leave but
Am I the only one who was once on your mind?
You pulled some tricks but had me believing if it's all on me,
had me questioned everything
I wasn't perfect for you, I wasn't that girl you wanted
But I never give up, until I get tired and being strong is the only choice I had
Baby, I'm sorry, I have to let you go
I'm sorry, I have to break my own promise
Because, after all, it's time to finally find my own home
After a year and months I’ve been livin’ in hell
I won’t be that girl again, waiting for that call that never came
You won’t find me in every other girls as I won’t find you in
every stranger that I fall into
Two hearts once collided now it’s all dust and that’ll remain
It's hard, I know
When I tried so hard to win you over
Now I realized that it's better to walk away instead of stay still
Why would I stay when I know you won’t come back?
Do you deserve any kind of love I'm having,
I just don't wanna know about it anymore
You chose your own way, and I'll be with mine too
I'm so done with everything, just like what you said to me
I still remember clearly what you said to me
And as the perfect touch, you left me like it's all nothing
Where once you’re my everything
I should've known that loving you grants me for everything
Talked to a therapist but she said it'll be left for nothing
So I decided to let go
I chose to walk away
Because,
Why would I stay when I know
You won't come back?
Why would I try so hard when I know you'd probably dislike me and gone?
FFF
May, 26 2024
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