the 5th month.




Late night conversations 
Different time zones
Feelings were wrapped up in red
When we're both in love wasn't a new thing
Everything seemed so easy
And I never planned on losing you

Then the talks were coming
In the middle of the night, you're stating
That none of it would be happening
I could still feel myself was trying 
As there wasn't anything I could do, but begging (you to stay) 

Now, how come that it's been the 5th month, 
I seem to never forget about you 
Everything that I do, reminds me of you 
Don't know if you feel the same too
Or it's just me, still want you so bad
   that I'm starting to lose myself? 

You won't believe anything I'd say
You won't go back into my arms
All I want is to know if it's killing you too, to see that I'm gone
All I want is to know if you're thinking about me too
And all I want is to know if you're happy with someone new
The way like you were, when you're with me

I have so many questions in mind
A tired cycle of wishing you to want me back 
Even it seems impossible 
But hi, don't you remember that you never wanna let me go and leave me? 
And how come that it's been months but I still remember about the promises you said? 
Maybe I'm just another promise you couldn't keep
Or maybe, I'm just someone that you're getting tired to used
I never know that, I never want to know that

But how about all those beautiful times?
What happened to those? 
Do you still remember my favorite color?
Do you still remember about those times when we texted all days, 
   where we felt so close each other when we're apart? 
Baby, I still remember all it all.. 
I wish I could forget and move on just like what you did so easily
I wish I could just go away, find my one true self the way you did so mindlessly 
Enough is never enough when it comes to you
And baby, all I want is just to know if it's killing you too, to miss me all alone when you need me most 

My soul gets tired
My heart gets bruised 
There's no one that could make me feel the way you did
Every drinks that I take,
Every pills that I swallow,
Nothing compare to the feeling of missing you
I miss you so much babe, I won't lie this time
And even though our time has ended,
And our story is a long gone, 
I'm gonna let you know that it's always been you, inside my head


FFF
August, 6th 2023

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