careless & a dead end
Careless
I know you're being so careless
Leave me breathless and hopeless
This is the thing you're so good at
A twisted game I'm getting tired of
While me, hoping
At some other sides, you know I'm hoping
That we can be fine at no time
But ri…
suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
story
sequence of events
I think about that January, 2023 When we first intensely talked
You got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I…
move on
broken dandelions.
I saw this couple then I remember about usThe love, the passion, the desire felt so real I can't get you out of my head, no matter how hard I'm trying Some days I feel sad, some days I feel fine Some days I feel like I'm missing you, but so…
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sultry
fuck feelings.
I've never felt this bored in my entire life Found a runaway, fell in love with him when I shouldn't I don't even know who am I anymore Don't know if I keep pretending to make everything seems ok I know that may hurt me, But this is the …
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poetry
traumatized
I knew it'd be ended up in the way I never wanted to Canceled plans, only just to text with you I got myself drowned too deep, maybe a little deep, in the name of loving you When you know, it's a forbidden things for me to do But soon I realized…
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saying
the 5th month.
Late night conversations Different time zones
Feelings were wrapped up in red
When we're both in love wasn't a new thing
Everything seemed so easy
And I never planned on losing you
Then the talks were coming
In the middle of the night, you're …
the moment I knew.
A sudden text A sudden call A lovely things you could do When we were all together Just before we lost it all
I caught your attention and you liked it You gave me hope, and I was falling for it That’s the moment I knew, We’re gonna be a lover Not in this l…
saying
shameless.
What we started was a sudden magicThat people would call it as a tragic
When I was at my worst, loneliness was all I had Then you came along and said to me, you've been dreaming about me And you wanted me, craved for me As how I was thinking to esc…
poetry
the dispair.
You came in with your greatest touch The touch of my tired soul, my empty life I didn’t like the way you eased my pain, Because I was afraid of losing you When you already knew about the shits I’ve been through That’s when you decided to take another wa…
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saying
taints in the dress you gave.
Loving you was like a love song that has no right to end I enjoyed everything, every way, every moves you made Just for a while you made me feel so great Because what we had was great Long texts were showed, a goodbye kiss before we went to sleep Just a …
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saying
an open letter 4 u.
Hi. It’s an open letter for you and no one else Do you still remember me? Does something reminds you of me? I hope you do, the way I do to you The stars are shining above while the moon keep staring at me Hoping they do the same to you too
They say, why mu…
be friends with a gun.
Breathing in, breathing out
Slowly, no need to rush
Close your eyes and think about the happy stuff
You'll get better in no time
At least, that's what my therapist said
But I just wanna be friends with a gun
I can pull the trigger on three, just t…
poems
remember when….?
Remember when you told me about your days? Remember when you told me about your favourite color? It’s violet, and it’s those little snacks that keeps you awake till night working on your papers Remember when you told me you’re so in love with me, tha…
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sultry
screaming in silence.
I read lots of theories about moving on and such I watched lots of videos about going no contact and such I distracted myself watching some good movies, reading books, cooking and such Still I couldn't forget about the things we've been through …
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it's so fair, isn't it?
I could still remember the day you told me you're so in love, that you wanted to be close to meI was so happy I could die I still remember your favorite color, and your favorite weather Before it turns to be something I need to get rid of I never …
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saying
a lost hope.
Sadness and loneliness are coming ahead As you said it's over, like it was nothing at all You painted the whole sky red, strawberry skies You gave me your words, that you wanna be mine and I'll be yours, forever I trusted them all, guess I was j…
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It’s all in my head
I remember the day when you caught my attention Felt like I was in love again, all's red and roses Woke up with a “good morning, love you" text Talked all day, like we forgot how to breathe You and I, we’re so close even though we’re worlds apa…
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sultry
purest intentions.
guess I know why you'd always pull me close, even closer, wherever you lost your mind tell me to not go, beg me to stay you only need me when you want my body, without the soul you only need me when you wanna get higher, higher than ever
do you think…
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
