Remember when you told me about your days?
Remember when you told me about your favourite color?
It’s violet, and it’s those little snacks that keeps you awake till night working on your papers
Remember when you told me you’re so in love with me,
that you couldn’t go a day without me?
And now how are you?
Now, who are you?
Guess we had a little too much fun
Too much love, too much arguments
When we’re okay, we could love all day
When we’re not, then we went cursed all day
All was beautiful, but painful
All was too good to be true, too good to be thought of
But I guess we just had a little fun, but so much sadness
Until you left me, and hated me
While I’m just feeling hopeless now
So, you remember the talk when you said you’ve had enough?
Remember when you left me dry, feeling confused all day?
I did my best, I’ve loved you the way you wanted to
But you teared me to pieces, left me behind so speechless
It’s funny when we’re so broken, nothing to hold onto
But I’m still here, wishing you to get back on my door
I’m so stupid, I know
I’m so worthless, I know
I remember when you told me about endless fears and nightmares
I remember when you sent me those cute pictures, you with your glasses on
I remember when you told me about your favorite sweater
I remember when you’re feeling so lonely, wanting me to hold you near
And I remember when you said you’ll be here, be with me forever and ever
Guess that forever isn’t that long
I still remember it all, like it just happened yesterday
Now, how are you?
Now, who are you?
Guess now I need to stop and say goodbye
3 months gone and I’m still thinking about you sometimes
Maybe I’m just missing you, a little too much
Wishing you to get back and say hello
We don’t have to talk about the past,
We don't have to love the way it was
I’ll be happy if you stay still, as you said “forever”
And I’ll forgive us for everything
And I hope, I can still be something you miss…
FFF
June, 27th 2023
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