I read lots of theories about moving on and such
I watched lots of videos about going no contact and such
I distracted myself watching some good movies, reading books, cooking and such
Still I couldn't forget about the things we've been through
Still I cry in the morning, before I go to sleep
Thinking that somehow we could still work it out somehow...
My smile starts to fade away
My head spins around every time I picture you there
My body feels hurt, my heart feels weak
Checking on my phone, hoping you'd say "hi", but you won't say a thing
Feels like the world has ended, days are just too rough to be passed
When I know you're no good for me,
But I can't just let you go away like that
It's a mad, cruel, unwanted tragedy
I wanna regret it, I wanna fight for it
I wanna scream so hard, I wanna break things
I just wanna be with you, and no one else
I just wanna be happy, I hate this thing happened
I hate me, I hate myself
I just need one of your touch and I'll be fine
And I'll be just fine...
Have you ever felt so loved you forgot to feel lonely?
All secured, all red and roses
Have you ever felt so wanted you forgot to feel lost?
All butterflies, all petals
I don't care if I feel too much
I don't care if I love too hard
When I'm good at overthinking with my own heart
Don't know if you deserve it
or I was just too blind to see
That you only like my company, and nothing else
It's a cruel world we live in
It's a love that's so complicated
With the distance, the oceans and mountains
And catching feelings in a worst way
When I'm with somebody then you came along
Made me feel loved, comforted me the way I liked
Then you took back everything like it's all nothing
So painful to ever left me breathless
So fucking breathless.
I can't breathe
I can't be focused
Can't be fixed, can't be healed
Even though I know what I did was wrong
But,
You're all I ever wanted
You're all I ever praised,
You're all I'm proud of of
Until one day...
You left me
Like it's all nothing...
FFF
(May 15 2023)
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