You came in with your greatest touch
The touch of my tired soul, my empty life
I didn’t like the way you eased my pain,
Because I was afraid of losing you
When you already knew about the shits I’ve been through
That’s when you decided to take another way to go
And left me behind thinking how fair it was
10 years we’ve been together and to me that was something real
We wouldn’t stay that long if we didn’t feel the same
I knew I liked you ever since the first time we talked
We’d laugh about things and stuff,
We’d be feeling blue when we needed to hold each other so close when we’re worlds apart
But nothing that we could do
Just letting all the thoughts of us drowned in my desired, breathless dreams
Now I have to go trough all this disparity
As how I realized, nothing was as perfect as how it used to be
When we’re friends, we could feel safe and sound
When we’re more than a friend, we were like fire and ice
You killed all the best, good intentions I have for you
You turned the table and needed me to fix it
For the perfect ending, you even left me wondering about what went wrong
I guess now I know
You never loved me, but only enjoyed my company
And now I’m spending my days for wanting you back
Can’t function well, can’t be good now
I put my best dress to disguise, to loved you for who you are
Guess I was just falling to the thought of us being together forever
Or it’s just a little obsessive me with the things we had
I don’t know what else to say,
I’m just so tired for living this hole, thinking that I’ll be okay
Heaven knows I’m not okay
Maybe I’m gonna be okay
When everything’s healed and I could finally breathe
I know our story is a long gone
You probably somewhere with someone new, talking about stuff
While I, keeping myself busy just to forget about you
Despite I tried so many ways to let go
My soul gets sicker for wanting you even more
I don’t know how or when will I be okay
When I know you’re not here,
But I’ll always be here, waiting for you
And we can make our story better this time
FFF
August, 21 2023
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