Sadness and loneliness are coming ahead
As you said it's over, like it was nothing at all
You painted the whole sky red, strawberry skies
You gave me your words, that you wanna be mine
and I'll be yours, forever
I trusted them all, guess I was just too blind to see
I was too naïve to ever realized that one day, you'll be gone too
All I really know is I love you so much, it hurts me
With the closure I wish I never got from you
I did my best to make you stay, to make it out alive
No matter how rough the situation was
Now can you tell me what did I do so wrong
that made you so easy to ever let me go?
Did you forget that you said you never wanna let me go?
I still remember it all, like it was just yesterday
The nights were cold without you here
My days' been like hell without you here
But it hurts me to stay still, but can't let you go
Can you believe it when I feel worthless, hopeless,
but you're still in my mind like I never wanna lose you?
It hurts me, but I don't know about you
You're hot then you're cold
You made me guess, reading every word you said
But when enough is enough,
I'll finally set my way to say goodbye
Even though I hate to say goodbye
But if it's what's best for me, and for you too
It'll hurt at first, but we'll be fine eventually
I know it's something we never wish to ever happen
I know maybe sometimes you're still thinking about me too
But you don't know what to do, till you cut me off
Told me you'll be better, your life will be easier without me
But to me, it's worst without you
Am I the selfish one here?
Am I hard to believe?
God, I wish I'd never met you, never let myself fall for you
Now that I don't know what to do
I feel empty, sad, and lost
Struggling with my own heart, fighting with my own mind
Just to feel better
I wish I feel nothing at all, like you do
I wish it's easy for me to heal, like you do
I wish I could skip this sicken heartbeat till I'm awake with different views
One last wish, that you'd take a step back and hold me back
Even though it such a nonsense for you
But I'll be here, I'll always be here
Even though you're a lost hope for me.
FFF
March, 5th 2023
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