I think about that January, 2023
When we first intensely talkedYou got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I have to wakeup from this bad dream I'm having
It's been so long without you here
I feel so down and lonely in this street
Told you, I was all for you and none for him,
But you didn't believe it, you pushed me away
Until I realized you're just being someone else, no longer the one that I used to know well
I don't wanna think about that April, 2023
I still could remember the date but no, I won't tell
That day when everything seemed right, went terribly wrong
You said I couldn't do anything else to fix what's been broken
But I didn't give up, I ran after you
Until I realized that you're giving up and I was left alone, crying, thinking about those dreams we've been planned
Did you ever love me truly or I was just too blind to see or to believe
Then, a month later I said "hi" again,
Telling you how much I missed you
For a minute, I wished you'd say the same
But no, it was clear that you wanted me to hate you, the way you did to me
Oh honey dear, I never did, or wanted to
And I guess I'm fine now
I've already made up my mind
It's okay, people come and go and that's life
You're once someone I knew so well,
Who knew all my secrets, dreams and fears
And I knew all yours too
For some days I feel grateful that you were there for me
And I was there for you, and I shouldn't worry about it anymore
You got your ways, I got mine
Even it's sick as hell, but hi, I'm stronger that I thought I'd be
So goodbye to you.
Goodbye to all those memories and dreams
I hope you're good somewhere, anywhere
And I hope someone will love you better than I did... :)
FFF
Oct, 17th 2023
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