Loving you was like a love song that has no right to end
I enjoyed everything, every way, every moves you made
Just for a while you made me feel so great
Because what we had was great
Long texts were showed, a goodbye kiss before we went to sleep
Just a perfect feelings for my rough days
When we still had it somehow…
Now I’m all alone, sitting, wearing the dress you gave and just
counting back the days when I was feeling the love, the touch, the warmth
I have nothing to say about, just missing you this much
I know I must’ve fucked it up
I’m just lonely out here for now and then, or probably forever…
You said it’s better to end things so I can find someone better
But I never wanted that, was there someone new back then?
So you could break me and left me like it’s all nothing?
Did you ever feel it? Did you love me the way I loved you, back then?
Did you think I’ll be just okay knowing that now you’re gone somewhere?
Cs I’m all alone, crying in my room for no reasons at all
Are you happy now?
Oh, I hope you’re missing me right now
Loving you was easy, wasn’t ever easy
I loved you too hard, it was my bad that I trusted you so much
With the words you said, the promises you kept saying
Telling me that one day we’re gonna make it but look at us now
Guess I was such a fool, back then
And how could you blamed me, hated me and repelled me out of your life, so easy?
And too bad, I’m still staying up late just to think about you
Loving you was like singing an old, sad song
So many emotions, days were passed with flowers and grey clouds
I wish I could love me better so I never gonna let you in
But I hate regretting, and I hate cursing
I’ve burned all those pages I never wanted to read again
I feel tired of resisting myself, crying all alone in my most of nights
Rereading every pages we were in, when you said I’m all yours
Oh, I just hope you remember me, missing me, and longin for me
It’s not that I don’t want to, I just don’t know how to…
Ever since you left me on read and had me doubt for everything we had
Loving you was so illogical, all ran out in a waste so well
I hate to say I’m letting go, because I never want to
All was red, before it turned to blue
You kept me flourished, happy and always believing you’re my home
Now that the home has burned, tell me how to believe again?
Now, would you tell me how to begin again?
I only crave my way back to you
Loving you was beautiful, how you made up your mind to never let me go
But here I am, sitting in the dress you gave, so tainted and lost
I must’ve been feelin so crazy for talking, sippin’ up things, and crying all alone
But don’t you know that I’m talking to you in my head everyday?
Could you feel it as how much I’m missing you right now?
But no matter what you did to me, I’m still here waiting for you
Cs I know you’re a man to yourself, that you’ll stick to the words you said
So please, come back for me, kiss me, prey on me
If there will be any more chances, I’ll take it for you
I’m putting my armor down, I’m breaking my walls down,
and I’m gonna put you first
I’m sorry, I’m sorry for everything that happened
So please, come back for me, I’ll be there for you
For now and ever, forever…
FFF
July, 31st 2023
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