an open letter 4 u.


Hi.
It’s an open letter for you and no one else
Do you still remember me?
Does something reminds you of me?
I hope you do, the way I do to you
The stars are shining above while the moon keep staring at me
Hoping they do the same to you too

They say, why must I keep chasing my way back to you
When I’m the one that’s left behind
I got nothing to tell them, I feel numb too often
I know what we had was beautiful back then
I know we made most of our time feeling loved and secured all day
But where all the things go now?
Why would you leave me behind so heartless?
Was it ever enough for you?
The way I risk my love for you?

Baby, I miss you calling me I’m yours
I miss your sudden call just to wake me up from naps
I miss our little silly time talking about stuff
I know what you like, and you know what’s mine
Even though arguments and shits might fuck them all
But I must admit that it’s been only you that can make most of my days
You’re the only reason I could cry and smile at the same time
Even though it seems complicated 
But I promised you, I’ll stay true to you and no one else
Life is just a great big stage and I get tired to always pretend
And trust me, 
That it’s been only you, and no one else

Don’t ask for a forgiveness cs I forgive you
I know what I have is an open scar,
Hoping you’d come back and help me heal
I don’t wanna listen to anyone else only to lose you
It’s been months and it’s so funny that I still catch a glimpse of you
I’m still checking my phone, just to pretend you’re still here
I’m still dreaming about you in most of my nights 

Baby, we’re so beautiful back then…
Then why we lost them all?
You’re too good to be true, for me
You’re all the dreams, hopes, I’ve been hanging on
I miss you so much and I hate it that I can’t do anything
You’re my lost hope, and my lost love affair…


FFF
July, 27 2023

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