I was so happy I could die
I still remember your favorite color, and your favorite weather
Before it turns to be something I need to get rid of
I never wished this day would come,
I never wished you'd be there feeling just fine, while I'm at my worst that I can't face my own fears
If only I could turn back time
I'd give you all mine
Because I was yours before
I was the one you needed
I was the one you trusted
I was the only one you loved
I could still remember the day when you told me your deepest secret and your dreams
As I couldn't forget how you made me feel like I was the only one you have, you deserved
I loved you the way you wanted to, even though you didn't ask me to
I tried to understand you, but nothing would just be enough
I gave you my whole as you left me like a fool
It's so fair, isn't it?
Laying down, my thoughts were flying
Why would I give a chance to ever open up for you when I know all that you did was pushing me away?
I kept pulling you closer, but you kept pushing me away
But somedays when we're good, we're even better than a lover
So complicated, yet intertwined
Hard to let go, but keeping you closer
Maybe you hated me so much that you took a step back,
Maybe you loved me so much but you can't do anything about it
Maybe I'm just insane to ever think you loved me
Or maybe I'm just missing you so much that i can't hide this feeling?
So I still remember the day when you said it's over,
Heartbeat was sick, sicker than ever
Nothing more that I could do, that's what you said
I tried my best to not let you go
As how you tried your best to let me go
It's so fair, isn't it?
One last thing that I remember...
You said I was yours, I was your diamond in the rough
You said you don't wanna leave me but here we go
Too hurt to be remembered, too beautiful to ever let go
I've loved you from the start, baby...
I won't let go of you, I will never do
Even though how much you hate me now
Even though you did your best to walk away
It's so fair, isn't it?
It just so fair, isn't it?
FFF
May, 6th 2023
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