living imagination.



tonight I might be sitting on my dress,
wondering what's going on between us
it's been years since I knew you
you've known me well, my bad, my good,
   my angelic side, my demonic side
I just can't help myself thinking, 
   is it worth the pain?

I know I've been with someone new now
but deep inside I still think about you sometimes
we never meet before, but when we do it,
   why do I feel so close to you?
I don't like my body ache for you
and now it's aching, starving, hungry for your touch
and I don't know what to do

all my friends been telling me to get real
but I like living in my imagination, so free and limitless
   no boundaries between us
real life has been suck so tell me,
why should I get stuck and not knowing where to go
I know you've been living in my imagination, 
true or false,
   red or blue, 
I don't think I can just go away and leave you behind

your text is like a pill to me
phone's ringing, one text is showing, and I'm drowning to your words
oh what a shame if you walk away just like that
leaving me behind like it's all nothing, just like that
don't be a coward, don't be a child
I'd still be here even though you ask me to walk away just like that

I keep struggling myself, choosing the right path
it's you, or him
him, or you
I'm so indecisive to pick the right one
it's true that I'm with him
but isn't it funny to have this wild, dangerous thoughts flyin' about you and me?
so don't go away, be here, ease the pain, 
   be with me all the time
even though you want to, you never know how it means for me.


FFF
(Oct, 18 2022)

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