For the moment that I can’t erase
Whatever I have in mind is something else I couldn’t understand
I have him in my life and life is easier
And I know it’s actually scarier
Then this happens again
Years have gone and I thought we lost it
Too bad, I still have that one thing for you
A feeling that I can’t control
Even though I’m good at self-control
Must you come and ruin
To give me that kind of feeling
I guess I’m just chasing for something that ain’t real
Every time I try to remind myself
About how rough it was
Yeah right, maybe next time
But something hits me deeply
Like I don’t want to lose this moment
I know where this all would go
You only come here and there to play
I guess I know where I stand
Years ago, maybe it was easy for you
Left me with burning words
Crying, that’s what I did for most of night
Hidden emotions, resentments were growing
Then for sometime, I realized
I burned the whole books and think that I was a fool
You can’t even tell how it meant for you
But for me, it’s the opposite
In the end, my dear
Lessons were learned
Should’ve known from the start
You always come when you need me
A little imagination as the starter
But desperation always come in the end
And I was always convinced that you can be better
Friends with benefits as what they call
It’s the ugly truth that I have to accept
So painful to remember but,
I need to fall just to know where I stand
FFF
May, 29th 2026
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