talks
if I were you
How come that I’m still into you After all this time chasing for a new catch Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close It’s just I can’t do that anymore I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts I’m sorry that I hurt you Hate me the way you want …
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darkest fantasy
In this dark night and cold, cold air It’s been only your shadow to help me escape When I close my eyes and start to picture you there With your hands, our skins are touching Pin me down, hit me bad like you miss it Moans are in the air, as bodies are c…
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story
her side of the story
Once upon a time There was a lonely girl wanting to feel loved Or just any kind of love she deserved So she tried to find her own way Gone through a desert, all nothing but the false hope So she came back home, claiming she’s loving herself
Then, she fou…
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pretty idiot
Bring me back to the way it was That's what I'm begging you to do It's been a year and awhile for me Trying to lose my senses But I still feel you here and near I could care so much to not to think about you But when the time's coming, …
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suicide
the rain this December never feel the same.
I know it's a hard way to live
With the dumb decisions I made
I was younger and I acted so reckless
I said my vow to a man I was in love before
But look at us now..
I felt lonely, it's never easy
I know it ain't easy
Then you came in, telling m…
story
sequence of events
I think about that January, 2023 When we first intensely talked
You got me smiling every night,
Or everytime you said "You're mine"
That month was full of our dreams and fantasies, I know
Even sometimes I wish we could do it again
But no, I…
sultry
purest intentions.
guess I know why you'd always pull me close, even closer, wherever you lost your mind tell me to not go, beg me to stay you only need me when you want my body, without the soul you only need me when you wanna get higher, higher than ever
do you think…
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those everlasting memories.
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they used to be my love, my hope, and now they're my everlasting memories.
One, we met at the school yard which turns out he was my classmate he was tall and good at sport he was my first, but happened to be only a joke when he left me for a girl I k…
suicide
should've known from the start.
I'm going with the flow, if that's what should I do now
I don't know where I am, or what am I inside
Feel like I've found my path but took so many time to ask,
whether it's all belong to me or just a temporary
Life is tough some…
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a crisis.
I don't know what to say about the marriage life. I sometimes get pain, but sometimes I feel happy too. It's so hard to decide if I'm regretting this phase of life, like every single day. I've been thinking to runaway, I just can&#…
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sultry
ridin' and drivin'
This life is a wild ride
Imagine how I used to sleepin' on my mama's arm
Now I'm someone new, with newer vision, newer version
No bads or goods when it comes to me
I swallow what I want to, I breathe money as I wish I could do
I dreame…
thriller
eyes can't lie.
Don't look at me when you're feeling sad
Because I don't wanna cause any more pain
They say just breathe and carry on,
Been there, got stuck, and now here I am
The truth is I don't want it to be like this
I'm sick and tired to …
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Marilyn's Mind.
I heard you're crying in the middle of the night Just to remember how it used to be The feelings we had, the love we shared But I'm not that girl like I used to be Now I've been awakened and see the real you .. who's someone I'd …
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sorry
I've dreamed a thousand ways to get through this love Thought it's gonna be such an happy ending as how I want it to be I don't wanna end this thing, but.. It's such a battle I should fight everyday Distance, time, we lost in transl…
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I'm yours
I breathe money like I crave for an ocean
Give me your hands, baby,
let's step to a wild ride
I'll be on your top, never going down
I put
my hopes high, never let them drown.
Hate turns to love,
Love turns to hate,
There's nothing in …
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Love, fears, desire, and lust
Everything I touch, they'd die Even when I'm breathing, I feel like dying a bit inside I spent my days, my nights, Wondering and keep overthinking about some stuff And you're there, hangin' in there I wish I could just stop But I…
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story
back to you.
I'm wide awake at 2 am
Trying hard to sleep but I can't
I guess it's just that I miss you, or
Maybe in some other parts, I know I just lost you
I told you I'm getting tired of walking the same path again
It just doesn't make sen…
"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
