Bring me back to the way it was
That's what I'm begging you to do
It's been a year and awhile for me
Trying to lose my senses
But I still feel you here and near
I could care so much to not to think about you
But when the time's coming, and I'm coming
Can't lose any sight of you
Even it's been only your shadow all over me
I bath myself in the shape of a freedom
Till I get doomed
Baby, it's been like hell without you here
Don't you miss me the way I always do?
And starting a new page isn't that bad idea too
Cz I'll be lying if I say I get so much better
I get so good at overthinking my heart
I just don't care about me anymore
I've been missing you already ever since you left
What are you doing to me?
How could you do this to me?
Crashed me down, hit me like a lighting
But when I gave all of me,
You ran away and hide, like it was worth nothing
I've been waiting for you my whole time
That little text that won't ever come
So how come I'm feeling okay?
When you know that I'm not
Trapped inside two hearts till I lost the only one
Now I feel numb and nothing
It's all been a black and bleak life
Nowhere to find the light
To know you're a long gone and just a part of my sweet, suicidal memory
What a cruel thing to happen
That I'm longing for this empty feeling
Baby it was beautiful before, where all the things go now?
I just wish I could turn back the time
When you craved for me and not only my body
But baby, you're just a long, long gone for me now
What can I do to stop this pain?
So I'll just cry until I'm fine
When you know, I won't be fine
All my bloods run cold
My sight is fading
I won't lie, you're the one I wanted
And if I die, you'll be the first to know why
Cz I won't lie, you're the one that mattered to me
Call me pretty idiot, I don't care anymore
I just want you and no one else
FFF
July, 4th 2024
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