if I were you

How come that I’m still into you

After all this time chasing for a new catch

Hate to say I hate you when I don’t, not even close

It’s just I can’t do that anymore

I’m scared and sacred of my own thoughts

I’m sorry that I hurt you

Hate me the way you want to, I don’t wanna know anymore

You knocked on my door, I got nothing to say

I said to stop trying to find me or it’s better to just wish for nothing

I’m so used to this feeling,

I’m so used to be the one who’s leaving,

But for you, please, hold me again

I can’t promise for a better me, maybe just 

Hold me again, please

And if I were you, I’d stop chasing me for sure 

Cz you know, I won’t come back

The book’s still on read, but our chapter’s ended

There’s nothing left to try, it’s all expired love

Don’t act like you don’t know it

When you do know what to do about it 

Yes, we talked, we laughed, we cried,

We basically did what all those lovers do 

But ain’t it getting old?

It wasn’t the kind of love that I expected,

I wanted you, and will always do 

But I can’t feel or see this thing for sure 

When you’re already with somebody else 

And only come to me when you need someone to help you 

Ain’t it sad? 

I won’t come back and you know why 

Cz if I were you, I’d still try to make me believe

That I’ve been the only one for you

And even though I do, what are you gonna do?

I’m sorry that I keep pushing you away,

    (there must be reasons for it)

Maybe it’s me and my being that hate the fact that 

I was always your second choice amongst all

No matter what I do, I’ll always think about you

So don’t worry, wipe your tears

I won’t go anywhere, I’d stand still

Even though it’s over

FFF

September, 19th 2024