thriller
The Other Side of Being Alienated
Hell is my life.
Akhir-akhir ini lagi banyak banget masalah yang datang. Mulai dari instagram yang di hack, temen yang entah kemana larinya, dan orang-orang disekitar gue sendiri. Awalnya gue gak mau ambil pusing dengan apa yang terjadi. Tapi se…
story
Bayangan
Sebuah bayangan akan hadir disaat kau membutuhkannya, Sebuah bayangan akan hadir bahkan disaat kau tidak membutuhkannya. Harus berapa lama lagi aku menunggu, mengejar, dan menghitung waktu? Agar aku dapat bersamanya, menembus ruang dan waktu, Bukan…
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Enchanted
There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place...
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face...
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you...
Your eyes whispered "h…
saying
How I Wish
Sometimes all I wanna do just to lay down Head up to the sky while keeping away myself from outside the world If that's what they say, will you ever be here? To help me stand and open my eyes For the things that made me broken, For the things I…
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suicide
Read the Whole Story, you B!
Tepatnya tiga hari yang lalu, instagram gue di hack seseorang. Bukan hanya instagram, tapi juga hape gue. Si hacker ini tau betul secara detail tentang hape dan instagram gue. Dia tau password galeri, password instagram, dan juga tekniknya beres…
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suicide
Another 2 AM
It's 2 AM,
Singing all the melodies that's getting faded
I wish I could sing to you, the way my heart cry for you
But lately I haven't got any way to buy
Should I be here, or
Should I let go?
I would stand in the rain so strong
Head up…
thriller
The Queen Athena by Her Heart
Look at inside of this girl's eyes Full of mystery, locked up in misery All this things she's been asking, "Who me?" and it all gathered in lights Well don't you ever answer a thing No one ever knows what goes through her head…
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The Odds of Being the "Ugly" Friend
Kali ini, gue akan nulis tentang enak dan gak enaknya menjadi seorang teman yang tidak cantik, atau dengan bahasa sopannya, cewek jelek.
Sebetulnya, jika kita telaah tentang pintar atau enggaknya kita, feminim atau enggaknya kita, atau mungkin b…
suspense
bonafide
If someone ever called her bad, She's bad baby
No, She ain't like a girl you want to be with
She was born with flawless in her eyes,
and fire in her heart
She could resist all the feelings inside,
but not about the fear outside.
So if some…
suspense
I'm no Me
"What a beautiful star, shining from above"
You told me, and I lose myself
I keep walking my sad-beautiful life
I don't try so hard to make the happy ending
All of this glamorous things, shiny things
They're all nothing when I go…
thriller
my favorite blue.
Sometimes when I’m alone... All that I do is thinking back to where it all started You were dressed up in blue, just like your attitude While I, standing in the edge of cold heart Loneliness seemed ahead to me but you took me by surprise You made me bel…
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vocation
Singapore BABY!!!
Sesuai janji yang sudah gue buat semalam, pada postingan kali ini gue akan menjelaskan secara detail tentang liburan gue ke Singapura untuk yang pertamakalinya. Jadi, bagi kalian yang ingin ke Singapur dan belum tau apa-apa saja yang harus dibaw…
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vocation
we're over, dearly vocation.
Sorry banget dear, akhir-akhir ini gue jadi jarang ngepost ke blog. Gue disibukkan oleh berbagaimacam hal, salah satunya bebenah rumah dan asik pikirin sesuatu yang gak penting. Maklum, gue tipe orang yang kadang suka overthink sama keadaan.
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poetry
me again
I could feel the fresh air, fresh air Spread my hands, head up to the sky I could finally see what's worth it Behind me, you, and our love We've come a long way and now it's broken You and I, got lost in fusion, A long journey without a…
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suicide
heartincipate
How lonely I was before I met you
You know, we're such an odd,
Laughing at most time,
But never look deep inside
How I feel the misery, the pain, and I
I know, I'm nothing at all for you
And you never knew how you mean so much to me
I nev…
live
vocation part 1
This vocation has been really fine to me.
I never planned on something good to be happened in my vocation but finally I got it right. There was nothing much that happened lately with me, but I swear I'm just totally fine. I mean, the whole ex…
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Jeffrey Dahmer
Waktu lagi browsing, tiba-tiba ketemu puisi ini. Puisinya menurut gue keren, karena bercerita singkat tentang kehidupan dan kelainan jiwa dari seorang kanibal terkenal, Jeffrey Dahmer. Beberapa waktu lalu gue ngefans banget sama doi, karena menu…
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Blue Romance
Here I am waiting in the shades of sunlight Sweat coming through my skin, but still holding the promises If you ask me to wait even for thousands year, I would honey I keep wearing my white dress, waiting you to come and kiss me hello But that day …
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suicide
my favorite of everything.
You are my favorite sunlight, yet my favorite moonlight You are my favorite candles, yet my favorite cannels You are my favorite dream, I wanna hold you tight You are my favorite rose through all of the daffodils And yes, I would say you're my …
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move on
Voca - aah - Tion
Here are the things that I'm afraid of while I'm having vocation later:
1. To be ignored by people.
2. To be forgotten by some people.
3. To be in confusion (again).
4. To be unwanted by people.
5. Lost in the middle.
6. To eat much and not…
suicide
a shadow.
When the world is falling apart, I could still stand on my own When the sun is going to burst, I could still stand though on my feet This is me, A lonely survivor among the surrenders A lady in the armor A bipolar with an awful thoughts And I'…
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poetry
Can't Live Like This
the last one day poetry.
Long way to step down the hall
Face over the street, as everybody gone wild
I've been broken, fades too often
I've counted back since the last time we met
'Cause I can't live like this..
And you should've…
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been too hard to forget.
Dua hari lagi.
Serius, dua hari lagi.
Sejak kemarin gue sudah ketemu untuk yang 'terakhir kalinya' dan sekarang gue tambah kepikiran?
Oh God, I shouldn't be this way.
Dear diary,
I'm too sad for hearing one of my favorite teac…
suicide
3 Words Unsaid
I never thought it'd be easy
For someone like you to go
I count every second left,
Hoping you'll be here
Be with me,
Be with my weakness
Be with the unperfect girl...
If only I could turn back time
Oh I wish to never let myself to meet you …
poem
The Heart Song
It's time to tap on my window, knock on my door Asking me if I'm fine I give you signs, but you don't hear it clear I give you all my love, but you don't feel it close So now, if time just could turn back, I will honey, I will Just …
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Cannibal's Love: Claire.
Sudah setengah jam yang lalu Claire menunggu Ronnie untuk menjemputnya di halte depan kampus. Ia merasa kesal seketika karena Ronnie telat memberi kabar jika Ia akan telat menjemput Claire. Ditambah lagi, hujan yang dari tadi turun membuat dirin…
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"I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems, and real life is stranger than my dreams" - Prisoners
