How I Wish

Sometimes all I wanna do just to lay down

Head up to the sky while keeping away myself

from outside the world

If that's what they say, will you ever be here?

To help me stand and open my eyes

For the things that made me broken,

For the things I've never seen,

For the things I've been fighting.

I walked down the bridge, and watching the sun hide away

You took me by surprise, asking if I'm okay

And I don't know how to be

A little girl you want me to be

Just this mess, break, and lost girl in a deep ocean free

How I wish...

You'd come again and be with me

All this time I've been surrender with this black, empty life

Cause you're not here..

How I wish...

You'd back again, take me with you

We could make our dreams come true

By just take me back...

You should've known...

So I remember the night when we talked a lot

About your dream, with mine, in that 2 AM

I looked at you and thinking,

"Maybe I should keep this feelings inside my heart."

But I took a breath, trying to resist myself aside

Now I know why you go and never look back on me

'Cause I never asked you to stay...

But don't you worry, I'll be here

Standing next to you is where I should be

Even when I'm gone, I'll be there

Where you stand is where I'll be

Today, tomorrow even forever

FFF

(28 November 2015)