Can't Live Like This

the last one day poetry.

Long way to step down the hall

Face over the street, as everybody gone wild

I've been broken, fades too often

I've counted back since the last time we met

'Cause I can't live like this..

And you should've known.

Time keeps making me worried

Distances, memories, it all burns in space

As I hope, As I wish

I couldn't get any better by only wishing you to stay

Is this the way that I wanted?

Is this the only way that you wanted?

I know it's been a shackle

Talk to the wind, talk to the walls

Screaming in the deepest side of darkness

As I'm waiting for you to come

But you'll never come back

You break the light inside this unperfect girl

I can't live like this..

And you should've known.

We've shared everything

We've shared our laugh

You're laughing just because it's all funny

You saw me crying when you said you wanna leave

Am I afraid? 

Am I afraid to let you go?

Or... 

I'm too numb to think you'll stay

And now my tears are dancing as the rain drops

I can't find myself without you here

Oh I can't live like this..

And you should've known

I've watched you gone

Be with the wind and fly as the memories burst

I can't go and hold it back no more

If the chances was standing in our last meet

I would do everything for you, 

Just like what you promised.

But now, you and I are two worlds apart

And you wouldn't hear me crying

Because, I can't live like this..

And you should've known

(farrah's copyright)