I'm no Me

"What a beautiful star, shining from above"

You told me, and I lose myself 

I keep walking my sad-beautiful life

I don't try so hard to make the happy ending

All of this glamorous things, shiny things

They're all nothing when I got no you here

I can always make people laugh

By the jokes and ridicule things I tell

But they don't know me,

They don't know the smallest part of me

They never know the pathetic side of me

I'm no me when I'm with them.

I can't stop, just keep walking this endless-dramatic life

Where I can't stop the tears...

Just keep it runnin down my face 

I will never stop and surrender about it.

I'm no me when I'm with them.

Catch me while you can

I'm a pale flower flying paper

Where no one is never gonna catch

Crying and all this imaginative thoughts,

They teach me how to be brave, and strong

Isn't it funny, where this Daddy's little girl 

Grown up in a place full of hateful people?

I'm gonna live this life under my thoughtful dream

Where I can still be a girl, glimmerlin with glitters

But I'm a pale flower flying paper

Where no one is never gonna catch her crying

And surrender about her empty pathetic life

FFF

(Oct, 7 2015)