ironically aeonic

I said I was your girl
I'd follow you around, hot and cold
When you want me down, I'll get down
So low, down, and gritty
I said I was your one and only
While you chose your own and left me with nothing

I said I was your lady
Devoted to you, no matter there's this ring
I said I could make you cry and growl
But that's only in my mind, you chose somewhere, a place, you only know
Without me by your side

Now tell me, how life's been treating you?
After days and months walking without warning
Don't you feel tired and need to come back home?
Just think about it, think about me, think about us
Cz babe, I know, it meant something for you
As how it meant for me too
You and I, we're ironically aeonic 

Swearing up and down that time wouldn't defeat

   But, 
We lost our way
We lost our stars
We lost who we are
Does that make sense to you?

I said I was gonna stay
I know I look ugly when I cry
But isn't that the thing you do,
   when you lost someone, feeling blue?
I might lose my self again, tonight
Talking in my sleep again, tonight
Like an endless pain I have to get through, every night

I said I was yours
Without a second guess, I said I was yours, proudly and blessed
You liked it when I said it
You liked it when I teased it
But now I don't have a clue about you
Would you mind to share one or two?
I'll be stay still if you ask me to
I'll be replying if you text me too

And babe, I hope we are two people entangled in fate
Running thousand miles to be reunited
Even it wasn't written in our stars

I know we're both ironically aeonic,

Beautifully tragic and ended up so dramatic 

FFF

July, 21st 2023